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Saturday, August 25, 2007

hais . ytd so fast jiu 10 plus liao . stiu wanna have more time derx but hais . bobian . in the end stiu need tuh go home ma . was having really much fun in his hse , having world war on his bed. wahahas . totally come control myself lor . wanted tuh cry lor. bcus firstly .. i hurt someone , secondly is if i was determine nd carry on like him since 24.1.2005 , maybe now , i can stiu have a chance to ask him for patch . cwk ah cwk , wat wrong with me sia . hw cum euu gimme so much memories sia , hw come euu make me love you the deepest sia . hais . 1 more mth jiu yur bdae le . you are rite. if we nv break , now maybe is the 5 yrs liao . T.T ..

then another thing is jl .. i noe i DID hurt euu muchs . budden i really dunno wats is happening tuh me . i aredy put him in the deepest of my heart , i thot i can forget him too . BUT eventually i cant. nd yur conversation with me REALLY hurt me nd disappoint but oso touched me .

conversation:

you say you cant stand it bcus euu say no wonder tat day ask me free anot then i like so fast got ppl book me rites . then say i dint even intend to mit you after tat and i stiu go for dinner . and ask me if i stiu like him then forget it . and euu did say break yeahh ?

budden i say i truefully go there is tuh settle matters rites. the gal who did tuh us de bad thingys rites. i really bet connie got tell you . we really settling the matter . i say de is true de. then you say i dint really want euu to noe , nd say wat if i nv see that euu added him in frenster i'll nv intend tuh let you noe is him rites , then all my fotos is wrriten abt him somemore say wat euu noe i missing him nd ask me just go back dun even tuh intend you stead with you EVEN. nd say i make u love me so much .. but is just a miss only do you need tuh be so senstive ma ? nd i noe since you talk till lykdat there is no point to salvage and i DID intend to tell you but is connie dun wann me to tell de .

somemore you say that i should tell you clearly then giving euu such a general wrds . but nw you aredy has this stupid reaction , if i told you isnt't it more worst ?
stil say tat my nick all tat is writing abt him nd maybe you should not really fallen in luv with me in the first place.. nd always u had to sms me tuh talkabt things rite if not i wun talk abt anythingys . nd euu noe euu are in wat status . euu are my stead nd is really CORRECT tuh took initiative to talk watmore you are a guy too . so euu are just over a lil matter nd quarrel with me . you did told me after i cooked the spaggetti for you you are touched nd i noe it too. you say that u could really love someone again but now ended up like this . nd say after i mit him up i a totally diff , i getting bored nd bored . nd tat lill pooh bottle in my blog . but the pooh bottle is i buy de wat, not as wat euu talk . i ADMIT AFTER I MIT HIM I DID CHANGE okays..

you say u felt diff bcus you showing yur love towars me is like ON and OFF. nd say after yur tat past relationship u had, you had nv really luv a gal.. i noe i noe. i oso been hurt once . i noe i am diff aredy. but if you ask ME DAT IF EUU CAN REPLACE HIM, I SORRY , EUU CAN NV REPLCE HIM.. u say u gimme the keychain got a reason de bcus euu really really love me loads if not u wun jealous md have hot temper nd say wat i give euu a CHU LIAN de feel. nd we aredy qurrel for two days. hais . i think we are you yuan wu fen . euu maybe shldnt step into my life..

i noe its obviously my nick, frenster, blog is meant for someone else . euu say tat we should put a full stop in my old relationship and step into a new one. ya i noe is rites but wat if i cant , i cant do it . i just DUI him CHI qing only .. then euu want i do wat .

nd pls, euu say his apperance 2 me and my own feel is just awhile nd oso it has been so long and if he waws gud enuff he wld have long patch back with me .butnow u dunno my relationship with him i the past. you cannt judge a person through appearance ties?i knew him longer than u i noe wat he is like . he was gud tuh me is just tat my tat relationship was bloody complicated. i still can tell euu from the beginning. it is oso a struggle in my hart too euu noe ?

then euu say wat his sudden appear? euu say he purposely appear tuh make me xintong to think bad of the past and make me patch back with him ? sounds familiar rites? connie told me de . nd he is not tat kind of person , is i wanna ask for patch , he nv ask me okays ... is true ta he make me think back of the past . i did make him think back of the past too .. alrites. ..

i noe euu dint slp well for 2 days liao . but euu oso no need tuh say wat i noe he loves euu alot k so just go with him nd dun care abt me . WTF ?! i nv say he love me alot although i wish it . you say i am blindly blinded abt my past relationship . i nv say i pity euu nd be with euu bcus i dint wanted to hurt euu . i dint okays ..

rmbb i told euu euu lack of the thingys i want .euu cant give me the sense of security tat he given tuh me . somemore euu still say if i had determiine enuff i will not even wann see him at all nd wat is just tat mitting make me thnk back of the past? i aredy told euu, i long nv see him and my dad OF CUS WE HAVE A THING CALLED GATHERING. you stiu dun understand wat all this means . euu want euu say me jiu ok le. dun say my gathering thingys . dun drag my personnal things down. stiu ask me i when can really ever forget him I AREDY TOLD EUU I CAN NV FORGET HIM , HE IS AREDY IN THE DEEPEST IN MY HART UNDERSTAND? those which i shld kept will nv forget ....

i did tried patch back with him long ago . but is he reject nt i dun wanna . who say i dun wan ask him for patch i dun dare rite ? nt i dunn wann make clear with euu is i dunno hw tuhh express in a way . i dunn awnna say out again cos i will be hurt . stiu say wat for mit up with him again just tuh tink back of the memories. gathering thingys sure will havee him in derx....

then still sy if he really stiu like me he will long ago jio me back . nd tat thingys i dunno wat he ish thingy nd euu are rite.. after me he stiu have 2 more ex . ERR , i dunno he tuh say la ...

nd pls dun say him anymoe ok . why euu say he knew euu stead with him then say all those " if i can turn time back i will not break with euu .. etc.." words. and wat he is fucking selfish . HE IS NOT.... i nv compare tat he is fitter than euu wat ..all this is not fuck and he is not with no heart de guy who just care abt him okok ...

i really dunno wat tuh say le . i am really speechless . nd stop comparing my ex , me with yur ex nd th guy . we are diff . PLUS HIM too ..

err . i think i settle my own thingys first then tell euu wat i shld really do .

N WK , if uu saw the paper aredy , can gimme a reaction ? or someting else ? i really wann noe . i dun wanna talk much nd thingys had been wrriten clearly in the crumpled paper liao . hais . nd all thoses diary de wrds . euu shld have cleary read le .

sms euu but euu oso nv tel me le leh . if euu saw this . euu shld noe wat i am trying tuh tell le...


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