Saturday, August 29, 2009
MY TAGBOARD IS DEAD . CAN TAGG ? lols .ytd chatted with baby . having conflict budden now is okay le . sighs. we quarrrel cos of a drama ? dots . should't put any highhopes le . i awaiting for him to say but seems like i cannt do anything . yeahh . so wat i did wrong . it is the past le . now i should be positive looking rather than negative . i dun wish to keep on thinking dhe same thing that will hurt myself .
and in r/s i am serious thinking . i am not playing around
i only want wholeheartly love him . and he love me muchs muchs then i am contented .although ONE of mye wish will nv come true . he still my dearest anyway .
i lose to myself . completely completely lose to myself . i hate myself . this word happy often will not be in my dictionary anymore . and lemme think , i dunno wheres the old joanne had run too . zzz . LISTEN GOOD , i will matured even more right after this moment.
i dun care how others going lookon me . maybe a century fool . or a history person .whatever .
fcuk myself for everything . i simply hate myself.
what happen on others , will nv happen on me . baby . will u cherish me . believe me . noone will love u like i does . really . all ie want is hearing u say , this senteces , repeated to me.
this is wat i've chosen . i wun hold any grudges* , i wun blame anyone .
这是我的路,我不会怪谁,只能怪自己,怪自己 已经习惯的依赖你。
沉默是我最后温柔,是因为我太爱你。
silent is wat i can do bcos i love you muchs
after my 4thEX , 我好久好久没有爱到这样 。 你真的是第一个让我这个感觉回来 也会是最最最后的唯一一个。
baby coming over to my hse for steamboat later . imissing him right after the secs i hang down fone with him ytd.
i 'effin miss him BUT
ilove him even more
baby , wo hui ai ni yibeizi
tats wat u say , i am contented .
10:43 AM sprinklinq love Y
Monday, August 24, 2009
sians a short post for now. hmmm. rotting in the staffroom now . hmms. saturday nv go to ION due to i cannot go out .so we only go watch UP at EHUB lor . sunday manage to go to ION then to cineleisure then to Orchard Central . it was raining heavily . after tat we had our lunch at cineleisure ,KFC . LOLS! ytd is a happy outing for me and deardear . chatting so happily when we on the way walking =)
i nv felt so sweet untill the way u pampered me !effin' missing deardear now . hmms. tml is 1yr5months le. woohoos!! LOL!
deardear update lehs >.<iloveyooos xD
watashi koi anata ~
12:29 PM sprinklinq love Y
Saturday, August 22, 2009
lols. back to update . hmms posted some pics of me and dear dear . sians . misshimloads mans . x(( . later going out with dear to orchard to watch the movie 'UP' . suppose is watch ytd at Ehub , but nv air-ed at there lehs . so , decided to go Cathay Cineleisure watch nor . then promise dear to go ORCHARD ION due to some reason =x . maybe go his house around 3plus ba .
Alrights . let the pics do its talk =))




10:42 AM sprinklinq love Y
Friday, August 21, 2009
ADDED THIS AT 4.30 PMya . win liao . i long ago say stop eveything le . look below my post . this morning i type it de . fine . i am to shag to scold or wat le ..i am damn sad now . pulling a long face . feel like crying . hais . i am speechless. dunno wat to say anymore ..up to u to say bygone means bygones . i nv intend to quarrel . is duno who scold me dumb . i have nothing to say . really..MOTHER FUCKER . COME TALK TO ME LA ? NB ! PLS LA. ZQ SAY THAT U ASK ME TO HANG DOWN IN CHINESE SAYING " ASK HER TO HANG DOWN LA . EVERYNIGHT TALK NOT SIAN MEHS ?" SO WAT THE FUCK U TRYING TO SAY ? TRYING TO TWIST THE FACTS ? THATS WHY HE WILL PISSED OFF. EXCUSE ME ? I ASK HIM WHERE IS HE . GOT YOUR LANJIAO DAIJI FIRST MA ? KNN . VERY FUNNY. DUN THINK U ARE 21 AND U ARE EVERYTHING . SO NOW? U CAN FUCKING JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE .
SORRY , I BACK STAB HIM ? PLS LA. I HAVE BF ONLY AFTER I BREAK WITH HIM . IF NOT YOU GO CONTINUE STEAD WITH A PERSON WHO TRYING TO JUST RAPE YOU OFF. PLS GET THE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE SAYING ME. you are just a outsider .
AND PLEASE LA ? hahas . gf dua then u le lor . LOLS!! feel like laughing for everything u say . write till so long . whos the BO TAO NAO de ? AND I KNOW HE DUN LIKE ME TO DISTURB HIM . I NOE EVERYTHING . BUT I NV INTEND TO QUARREL OR WAT. I LISTEN TO HIM COS I LOVE HIM FOR WHO HE ARE .
Pls, just fuck off from this world..The world will still continue to spin even without your existance at all..? sam to you too . hahas. shoot ppl nv think of yourself . LOLS . pls la .that time the steamboat thing he already buay song of wat u doing , and i am RIGHT there infront of him . hearing wat u talk . jiao !
LIKE ZQ SAY , DON WORTH IT WHEN SHOOTING THIS KIND OF PPL BACK. OF COS I HEED HIS ADVICE LA . DUI LEI UHH .HAHAS xD .
OKAY. DEN FROM THIS BLOODY MOMENT STOP EVERY FUCKING CRAP THAT YOU HAVE SAY DEN I WILL BLOODY STOP THIS SO CALL INTERFERING. THINK I LOVE TO CHAP YOUR PROBLEM UHH. I ONLY HEAR ZQ PROB NIA SO NO MATTER WAT I WILL STAND BY ZQ. SO DON LEMME CATCH YOU SAYING AGAIN COS I ALREADY BLOODY STOP LE. IF NOT YOU ARE THE ONE ACT MATURE AND SAYING PPL IMMATURE NIA .
JUST ONE SENTENCES , ONE SENTENCES MEAN EVERYTHING .U CANT EVEN STAND HOW HE TREAT YOU THEN FUCK OFF LA .
BYEBYE . NO TIME TALKING THIS CRAP TO YOU . HAHAS .
baby . iloveyou . =)
9:09 AM sprinklinq love Y
Thursday, August 20, 2009
JUST ADDED THIS AT 6.17PM
EMOKING IS I HELP HIM NICK DE. GOT PROB ?HE IS MEANT TO BE EMO KING BEFORE YOU KNOW HIM .WANT I ASK MY FRENS? I SAY EMK THEY KNOW IS WHO LE. DIAO.SO DUN TRY TO HOLD HIM ON BY SAYING THIS KIND OF WORDS . WANT BE *PITYCAT* UHH. KNOW WAT IS THE FEELING OF SAYING PPL NOW LE MA ? TASTE GOOD MA ? ZZZhey hey guys =)!! and yeah , i know , its been a long time since i last post due to something and i wun say it anymore. no point saying it. its not glory too . anw , i should look forward too like wat my FB shoutout says . no point blaming or look back to the past , wats matters is the future tat i going to treasure . thats wat i said but is more meaningful in chinese =)
anw , helped deardear create a blog . teeeheees . so fun . then from now on can see wat dear dear post . can see wats on dear mind and wish . =) so funny lor . his half first post is i helped him type de cos he dunno how to start =.= . LOLS!!
anw , chatted with dear ytd. he is sad. and dunno why i suddenly sleep already and awake . maybe i felt that phone is bombing* .
and hey pls dear , please dun say i dun understand you at all . maybe is not ALL . but hw long i been with u . i noe you really . OMG? okays . hmms. know wat happen to dear . know why he so sad. i know what happen around him . he told me . i should share some listening ear to him so he feel better . and indeed he feel better .although i should't interfere . butbut , say till me leh , i huan lo abit also not guofen too . is like
_ _WTF* ?
i call my bf got wrong ma ? u only his fren , somemore say me till lykdat for wat . and HELLO ? do i noe u well ? zzzzz
F*uk ! at first u say i pitycat i never say anything. i diam diam doesnt mean i sua ku dunno anything . sibei idoit lor . nv say u u say me. u want play 2 headed snake i also can de. infront me act like nth . den wad? behind me say till lykdat . backstab uh ? i backstab grownup de leh DIAO!
huan lo ah neh jueh . pls la. i got kpkb so much when he with u ma. the most i sad only . know that he will be sad and black face and angry/ pissed off . still continue do all those stuffs make him so pissed. say sorry ? wats the point ? i so fed up when i heard from him u say sorry . is not the first time already lor.
write in yur facebook shortout say so disapointed about wat he do and wat he say ? EXCUSE ME ? wanna know smthn ? his attidude is likdat . from last time is likedat . dun like it is yur daiji . u haven noe him for even half a year dun come say wat u know him or wat .
cant tahan the way he treat u or wat .. shoo la . if not diam diam . his attidude not everyone can tahan . i can tahan more then u . he beat me or treat me bad i already can tahan le . if u in my shoes dun think u can cos u likedat already cant tahan liao . and dun get it wrong that i say smthn bad about u . think ? is u say me first. is u climb over my head le . i buey tahan the way ppl say me when u DUN even know me .
deardear . sry if u saw this post. i really dun understand why ppl is so good saying at ' THATS WAT FRENS ARE FOR' . if really tat case , u seen the "FREN' colour . =x feeling moody now . pls do not disturb ! thanks!!baby . rmbb u also been LOVED by me.baobeii . wo chao ai ni ye chao xiang ni
11:43 AM sprinklinq love Y