REN SHEN BU ZHI YOU LIAN AI CAI HUI KAI XIN..=) ii believe

2010-07-29T01:48:00.002+08:00

我们的爱-陈孟奇&姚慧敏
"大喜事电影主题曲"

女︰手交给你一生交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头谁都不会离弃
永恒看得见幸福在心底

男︰牵你手心相伴一世纪
我会永远承诺保护你
直到我们连皱纹都老去
也会让你开心不哭泣

男︰我们的爱没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今生不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
男︰我们的爱心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
AVE MARIA

女︰手交给你一生交给你
在你眼里看见我自己
直到白头谁都不会离弃
也会让你开心不哭泣

合︰我们的爱没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今生不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
合︰我们的爱心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
AVE MARIA

女︰让我看仔细
男︰永远不要忘记
合︰所有好心情坏脾气苦与乐都珍惜
合︰我们的爱爱没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度C
我们的爱今生不渝
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
合︰我们的爱心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
AVE MARIA
AVE MARIA

sad ! friday , baby gonna enlist to CCK camp le . know how much i gonna miss him le . effin' muchs can ! gonna be independent no matter wat le . how i wish i still can cuddle into his warm hugs and nv letgo . tat will be my small happiness .

this wedding song of THE WEDDING GAME movie , i now specially dedicated to my one and only dearest . when i know the meaning , i felt it , and finally , i cried . this is touching really . stuggling so many months and finally i felt tat i found my soulmate . i know i will relay on him , i know i will eventually , with the rest of my life . with him . my baby ; Lam Zhiqiang .

BABY! i will care of myself . hope hope 2 yrs quick fly pass . i wanna stay with u forever . rmbb u at my home ytd with a lill heart to heart chichat with my aunt . we are serious bout it , don we ?

There are a million tons of words which i wanted to say . but action speak more louder than word right . if you get the song meaning , thats will be the things which i meant it to you only.

My last love; Lamzhiqiang . 250208 - ETERNITY

lastly , the only word i will nv change , and only meant it to you , and hopefully shouting out loud , I DO ~! i will be waitng for the day..

Je'taime , watashi koi anta

ENGLISH SUB:

GIRL:I pass my hand to you, whole life for you
I can see myself in your eyes
Until hairs turn grey, wont be apart
Can last forever, happiness in the heart

GUY: Hold your hand, together one century
Ill always keep my promise to protect you
Until our wrinkles show
will let you be happy never cry

DUET: Our love, no season
Every minute 25 degree C
Our Love Last forever
Will spread everywhere
Our Love heart to heart
No matter who will stop breathing
Ave Maria

2010-07-19T17:07:00.004+08:00

hey guys . long time no updates. lazy to blog. LOL . nowadays busy slping . and everyday almost pool session in the night till midnight with QY / YS / ANDY me and baby . very chorh uh !

Wonder how i describe mye feeling now . cos baby going to enlist to army on 30th of July . i make sure i pontang skl and send him together with his father . * ohohoh i promise i wont tears, i try alright cos must understand for the past 700+ days , I WAS WITH HIM ! sighs , need to get use to independent . but i can predict i wll be shedding tears ramdomly [*this is not stupid kay*] everyday pei him till midnight . i know he need me to stay beside him too . had a quarrel few days ago , shall i say we are used to the situation or we are being lame .hah! i know the previous post of ours is cannot dun have each other , so well, overall we are used to what did cos its part of our daily life , just like me and him.

Another matter is , feeling of quitting skl !? yeah u saw that QUITTING . its not typo . its very funny uh when the mood i had on the April Intake and now. totally 2 different thingys .

this sunday is officially 2yr6month anniversary . like i told u . i will be waiting for u. TRUST is the bond between couples .

WO MEN DE AI , BU GUAN DAO LE CHUN, XIA, QIU,DONG.
wo hai shi yi ran zhe yang ai zhe ni.

iloveyou dearest !

2010-07-01T12:12:00.012+08:00

WOAH . recently nv post anything . lazy ehs. haha .
recently watching HK drama && listening song from FCUZ . WOOTS!!

i love kan && yejun . fav KAN *!

get get get get getting JIG JIG JIGGY !

changing song to FCUZ - JIGGY, chi. vers. feat yaoyao-

Go youtube to find korean vers . its hot !

Next upcoming after watching FEI NU ZHENG ZHUAN . i will be watching TAN QING SHUO AN-

LOL! xD . anyway . later going off to skl to to hse keeping of labs . zzz sian ji bua . LOL
after tat going to find baby and went off to bbeddok to see things .
hais . countdown 29moree days . time flies so fast for me and him . w/o him , hen bu xi guan hao nu hao . sadded*

after 2yr 6mths . u will be inside camp . i will be waiting for u to celebrate our 4years .
& down the road . there will be no more stopping for me to love you .

下一站,幸福
loveya pig =x !
watashi wa koi anata

2010-06-22T04:40:00.003+08:00

♥No Matter how much we use to Argue/Quarrel,♥
♥We just know tat we cant dun have Each Other♥

♥ii love u more each day my dear♥
♥love u till the days we're married♥
♥love u till the days we're old♥
♥love u till the days ENDs♥

baby gengen iLOVEyou . ! Dint know you will write such sweet stuffs to me. i am really touched after reading . u were right . just rmbb my logic , 1yr=365days . we are together for 2yr4 month which is 750+124 = 874days . just imagine 1week quarrel 3days . think , hw many time had we quarre? after all arguments we had . i am really tired and sick of it . and i noe all the tactics after we quarrel .so i really understand you well till cannot well .

LISTEN ! IS REALLY UNDERSTAND . stop saying this when we quarrel nah x(

3 more days going to our 4 months . well after this month , you are going to army . i dunno how am i gg to do with my each day w/o having u by my side . i am already use to depend on you . i know you scare i blur blur kana bully or cheat by ppl . but i will takecare of myself . dun wry much , you shld worry for yourself instead .

i still have evelyn and huiting they all. i am sure they will accompany me .

i believe there is nth can stop us

the difficults of handling tis 2yr r/s i had tried and taste it before. so i believe , 2 yr is nth to me anymore.

I can’t promise you a perfect relationship. I can’t promise you we’ll never fight. I can’t promise you I won’t get jealous. But i can promise you it will be worth it. I can promise you I will make you happy. I will make you proud to say I’m your girl. & I can promise you a good time every time we’re together. Just keep your promise and I will keep mine. what i promised you i will keep.

MyLastLove , LZQ ♥

lastly , 3moredays to 2r4monthsary .

darling , hold me tight and nv let go

2010-05-29T01:17:00.005+08:00

vanessa yeo huiling !
hahas . had a great day today with eddie and bi . we watched the PRINCE OF PERSIA . nice *thumbsup*

vanvan and i laughed out loud haha!

fan nao all wang diao =D . hahas! Van ! update blog and upload our foto !
anw , i shall stick to watever i had now . appreciate frens who are true to me .woots ~

i wont cry bcos is over , smiles bcos it happens !
sad is one day , happy is one day . why not happy all the way and live the life lykthis .
the world wont stop spinning around bcos i lost something and gain something . so even i gain , i lost . the world still spins.

how can i forget my golden phrase ! my impt phrase has been following me since secs skl ! haha . hey guys ! the cheerful joanne is back . the PBT joannnneee =.=

no one is perfect . everyone has flaws . so baby . u are correct . my life has ended with u . yours too .
my fate is like tat . just accept it. i accept .

the closest kin to you . might not be the one can be trusted .

thats life .

somehow i miss JJ LIN !!

oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah HAH !

you are e one jj lin *hearts*

DON T WORRY MY DEAR IMISS U TOO!

2010-05-27T17:32:00.003+08:00

Understand the meaning of ' friends ' and not just know the word. No use of being a friend but
yet you dont know how to be a true friend.

quote from facebook.

today had a terrible day . ENOUGH . ITS ENOUGH!

tml vesakday . gonna enjoy with dear vanvan !

2010-05-19T03:12:00.003+08:00

4 more days to sweet 19 . time strikes after 12 on 22 may sharp ! woots!

6 more days to Happy 2yrs 3month annivesary .

iloveeeyou!

cannot sing K with eve they all . all not free . pushing back to june holidays .

miss evelyn , freda , lirong , puxiu , weijia , weilee and ME myself singing T.T .

hope tingting also come with eve freda Lr , Px go marina singsingsing !

sunday bibi bring me go eat? dunno eat wat .haha LOL! & ytdd NAPFA is a real Muscle-aching daaay for meee . 2.4 luhs!! post more foto when i am free . baibai !

okay . to lala - land soon . byeeee guys .

update more on bday. xoxo

2010-04-08T01:51:00.007+08:00

Yes you're , Boy .

lols. nv been updating much since last month. haas ! lazy ma . dunno wat to blog . many things happened around march till this month . and yepp , i quitted my jobby at Tenchi due to my skl time .

Recently been invited to the New york skin company to work . ohyeah . the first step of my dream had appeared . Woots. they invite me to be their promoter and help them sell their product voucher . i told them i starting school soon , if wanna work , i only able to work on sat and sun && they agreed . they wanna see how my performance . if is well done , they will officially lettin me to be their staff .

This job is quite good . has comission . my daily rate will be $6 . 1-9 voucher is $6 , after 10 is $8. && if u hit a target of 40 [eg] the commission is $40 . so my 1day is $100 plus . hohos! great ehs! even they nv called me up , after my Beauty Therapy , i actually wanna go NYS to work . now , my hard work had paid off. but ! i dun wanna put so many hope. later put me from high tide to low tide . then i will WTH! & this job is i signed up at Last yr Career Fair at school. i thot have no hope , who knows , miracles do happens. ! hahas.

sians leh . 5months of holiday over . actually counted quite slow le .. 5 more days to skl reopen !! LOL . new beginning , new course, new friends . zzz .hate introducing at Orientation luhs x3

Tml going to Toa Payoh to warehouse and take mye last month paycheck . hahas . bibi pei-ing me goooo .. dden friday meet steven ,he wanna pass me Bubbletea nd Stickysweets . he own me de . so i ask him return me on friday lor. then i asked him pei me go SM ITE take uniform . shun bian ma=x i dun lyk no accompany de.. after tat going for my Appointment with MENTSU at 2pm in Tamp1, then maybe meeting Zhongping . this joker , can make me laugh whole day can . wahahas . alas , night meeting XE & QY etc going slack , after tat going for a spin with them in their '' CAR'' . *faint*

then *pray hard* tml the NYS will call me and go down IMM for training .. if can saturday start work ! *grins*

*wondering hw i tahan if i ton on fri if following day has work , ohmyshit* hmmm

haha . my dreamycar . Fairlady& S2000. Let bibi see he's gonna kill me cos he will say in my dream & theres no way his piggy can drive. what the mama -.-
& ps: sam ang , dun laugh when u saw this. everyone has the right to dreammmmm x(

uhhhh .. 5 moreeee dayyysss !! x(

iloveyou
watashi koi anata
muchsloves `

2010-02-25T02:25:00.002+08:00

ltoday go watch Percy jackson and the lighting theif. nice movie. LOL . rating -4* . LOL.
hmmm.

time strikes 12 at 24 feb
and is 25 feb '10
today is our 2 yr anni.
HAPPY 2 YRS ANNI

loves.

yawns* tired. i going slp le. night everyone ..
sighs
will update again ..

loves. night . slp tight.

2010-02-23T01:32:00.004+08:00

hoho! lols. fianaly back to update! sorry everyone. actually wanna do hao my blogskin de. now done =D hahas can update le .

alrights. start with what am i doing this months. alot of thing happen , some happened and dun wish to say anymore. hahas. anw . busy working and of cos chiong-ing my video. woohoos! shiok ehh x) . can enjoy .. but very tired with work. sometime even lazy to do wat i were told to do. hahas . anw , today working with my colleague , Serena. LOL! she is so funny . maybe the gap generation is not too far apart . hahas ~ i stiu rmbb at first i saw her, dun wanna talk de. she so dao look . as u all know , i dun like dao-ster . hahas but but she took the initiative to talk to me. LOL . so after and after . we very akar liao . LOL

gonna skl reopen soon. time flash fast ehs? from AFS can jump to BT . seriously , i also a lill bu xi guan . xi guan of my klassmate noisy-ness le. i dun like to intro much ma. but alas , i bump up to a long lost fren sister , Lijuan .hoho. coincedencly , she took uo Beauty ! hope she same class wit me. although our age is diff . but at least got a ren shi de ma .. feel so old suddenly LMAO.

ok la. stop my crap le. going watch video .hahas

2 more days to my 2 yrs!! iloveyou baby . MUACKS
u will always be in my hart ("v")

2009-11-19T16:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

hey peeps . i know its been a long time since i updated . hahas =x ehhs. lets talk bout other things . ytd is my baby 21st birthday . i had already advanced celebrate with him. ytd went out with his fren , jiajia and evelyn to Bugis 'Wong Kok Char Chan Teng' . thats my fave cafe & i requested to go there. having fun and drink alot of 'milktea' damn big. tats why i wanna bring bibi to go! hahas=x

Saying bout my skl schedule. i have been so tired this few weeks due to work and skl . somemore , Xmas is around the corner. shagged! FQC , HACCP Test has over. left HACCP PA assignment and both classtest. the major exam will held at 1st and3rd dec . hahas damn ! but will holiday after that , then i can work more , earn more >.< style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255); font-weight: bold;">goodluck to my frens for the final exam!

i will be going to change course to beauty therapy , and i just found out the BT has a higher nitec . B.T & Spa Management & it takes 2 year ! butbut , i dun think that i can jump to higher nitec just like this ? so maybe will proceed to NITEC for 1yr3mths . and my dear baby gonna go for his NS . sadded x(

okay , gonna go watch my TAO HUA XIAO MEI! will update more next time !
iloveyou my dear. 6more days to 1yr9mths!

2009-10-16T09:55:00.002+08:00

shagg shagg . hey , sorry guys for not updating. i hardly use computer le . busy with stuffs like work etc .. since frens asked me to update then i update abit ba .

IA finally finished . ~! but neither did skl comes better . HAHAS~ . cos is so hard to re-memorize again . forget part of it due to IA -.- .although the timetable is good cos friday no need to skl! weets . so today going out with wenxin XIAOTOOT and vann vann SISTER and FRENS . hahas to grand cathay and watch movie . then walk walk all that hehs .

missing dear dear effin' muchs . he's sort of sick , take care my dear >.<

ah ting uhh ah ting . when we can go out again ? hahas. missin SISTER BABY DARLINGS muchs luhs .

anw , class will be doing a AVA trip on next fri . but dunno when is my turn . sunday need to work . i am tired . sighs .

LOVELOVES<3s
dear , i love you i miss you HUGS~!

2009-09-20T01:40:00.004+08:00

yoohoos. now is 1.40 . sians . waiting for bibi sms . think he sleeping still . hais . miss him loads . just change my blog song to leehom' The First Dawn ' . cos 这是爱我们的爱.. hahas. and there the lyrics goes . the song quite comfortable. anw , i gonna sleep soon . i got work tml 11am . hmmm . so editing some photo on mee !! wanna change the blogskins liao butbut , needa do photos and nice skins =D

hmmm. hehs . cant wait to wed outing with xiaotoot and bibi they all. ahahas =x . hmmm . && the photo i edited de xDD

missin you loads

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missin you loads

missin you loads

missin you loads

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missin you loads

missin you loads

missin you loads

missin you loads

last but not least , iloveyou precious =)

ps; baby . grab the picture if u saw . copy paste uhh . cyoo!

2009-08-29T10:43:00.013+08:00

MY TAGBOARD IS DEAD . CAN TAGG ? lols .ytd chatted with baby . having conflict budden now is okay le . sighs. we quarrrel cos of a drama ? dots . should't put any highhopes le . i awaiting for him to say but seems like i cannt do anything . yeahh . so wat i did wrong . it is the past le . now i should be positive looking rather than negative . i dun wish to keep on thinking dhe same thing that will hurt myself .

and in r/s i am serious thinking . i am not playing around
i only want wholeheartly love him . and he love me muchs muchs then i am contented .although ONE of mye wish will nv come true . he still my dearest anyway .

i lose to myself . completely completely lose to myself . i hate myself . this word happy often will not be in my dictionary anymore . and lemme think , i dunno wheres the old joanne had run too . zzz . LISTEN GOOD , i will matured even more right after this moment.

i dun care how others going lookon me . maybe a century fool . or a history person .whatever .
fcuk myself for everything . i simply hate myself.

what happen on others , will nv happen on me . baby . will u cherish me . believe me . noone will love u like i does . really . all ie want is hearing u say , this senteces , repeated to me.
this is wat i've chosen . i wun hold any grudges* , i wun blame anyone .
这是我的路，我不会怪谁，只能怪自己，怪自己已经习惯的依赖你。

沉默是我最后温柔，是因为我太爱你。
silent is wat i can do bcos i love you muchs

after my 4thEX , 我好久好久没有爱到这样。你真的是第一个让我这个感觉回来也会是最最最后的唯一一个。

baby coming over to my hse for steamboat later . imissing him right after the secs i hang down fone with him ytd.

i 'effin miss him BUT
ilove him even more

baby , wo hui ai ni yibeizi
tats wat u say , i am contented .

2009-08-24T12:29:00.004+08:00

sians a short post for now. hmmm. rotting in the staffroom now . hmms. saturday nv go to ION due to i cannot go out .so we only go watch UP at EHUB lor . sunday manage to go to ION then to cineleisure then to Orchard Central . it was raining heavily . after tat we had our lunch at cineleisure ,KFC . LOLS!

ytd is a happy outing for me and deardear . chatting so happily when we on the way walking =)

i nv felt so sweet untill the way u pampered me !
effin' missing deardear now . hmms. tml is 1yr5months le. woohoos!! LOL!

deardear update lehs >.<

iloveyooos xD
watashi koi anata ~

2009-08-22T10:42:00.007+08:00

lols. back to update . hmms posted some pics of me and dear dear . sians . misshimloads mans . x(( . later going out with dear to orchard to watch the movie 'UP' . suppose is watch ytd at Ehub , but nv air-ed at there lehs . so , decided to go Cathay Cineleisure watch nor . then promise dear to go ORCHARD ION due to some reason =x . maybe go his house around 3plus ba .

Alrights . let the pics do its talk =))

宝贝志强我也爱你！

3 more days xD .

u are missed & loved by mee <33s

2009-08-21T09:09:00.006+08:00

ADDED THIS AT 4.30 PM

ya . win liao . i long ago say stop eveything le . look below my post . this morning i type it de . fine . i am to shag to scold or wat le ..

i am damn sad now . pulling a long face . feel like crying . hais . i am speechless. dunno wat to say anymore ..
up to u to say bygone means bygones . i nv intend to quarrel . is duno who scold me dumb .
i have nothing to say . really..

MOTHER FUCKER . COME TALK TO ME LA ? NB ! PLS LA. ZQ SAY THAT U ASK ME TO HANG DOWN IN CHINESE SAYING " ASK HER TO HANG DOWN LA . EVERYNIGHT TALK NOT SIAN MEHS ?" SO WAT THE FUCK U TRYING TO SAY ? TRYING TO TWIST THE FACTS ? THATS WHY HE WILL PISSED OFF. EXCUSE ME ? I ASK HIM WHERE IS HE . GOT YOUR LANJIAO DAIJI FIRST MA ? KNN . VERY FUNNY. DUN THINK U ARE 21 AND U ARE EVERYTHING . SO NOW? U CAN FUCKING JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE .

SORRY , I BACK STAB HIM ? PLS LA. I HAVE BF ONLY AFTER I BREAK WITH HIM . IF NOT YOU GO CONTINUE STEAD WITH A PERSON WHO TRYING TO JUST RAPE YOU OFF. PLS GET THE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE SAYING ME. you are just a outsider .

AND PLEASE LA ? hahas . gf dua then u le lor . LOLS!! feel like laughing for everything u say . write till so long . whos the BO TAO NAO de ? AND I KNOW HE DUN LIKE ME TO DISTURB HIM . I NOE EVERYTHING . BUT I NV INTEND TO QUARREL OR WAT. I LISTEN TO HIM COS I LOVE HIM FOR WHO HE ARE .

Pls, just fuck off from this world..The world will still continue to spin even without your existance at all..? sam to you too . hahas. shoot ppl nv think of yourself . LOLS . pls la .that time the steamboat thing he already buay song of wat u doing , and i am RIGHT there infront of him . hearing wat u talk . jiao !

LIKE ZQ SAY , DON WORTH IT WHEN SHOOTING THIS KIND OF PPL BACK. OF COS I HEED HIS ADVICE LA . DUI LEI UHH .HAHAS xD .

OKAY. DEN FROM THIS BLOODY MOMENT STOP EVERY FUCKING CRAP THAT YOU HAVE SAY DEN I WILL BLOODY STOP THIS SO CALL INTERFERING. THINK I LOVE TO CHAP YOUR PROBLEM UHH. I ONLY HEAR ZQ PROB NIA SO NO MATTER WAT I WILL STAND BY ZQ. SO DON LEMME CATCH YOU SAYING AGAIN COS I ALREADY BLOODY STOP LE. IF NOT YOU ARE THE ONE ACT MATURE AND SAYING PPL IMMATURE NIA .

JUST ONE SENTENCES , ONE SENTENCES MEAN EVERYTHING .U CANT EVEN STAND HOW HE TREAT YOU THEN FUCK OFF LA .

BYEBYE . NO TIME TALKING THIS CRAP TO YOU . HAHAS .

baby . iloveyou . =)

2009-08-20T11:43:00.013+08:00

JUST ADDED THIS AT 6.17PM

EMOKING IS I HELP HIM NICK DE. GOT PROB ?
HE IS MEANT TO BE EMO KING BEFORE YOU KNOW HIM .
WANT I ASK MY FRENS? I SAY EMK THEY KNOW IS WHO LE. DIAO.
SO DUN TRY TO HOLD HIM ON BY SAYING THIS KIND OF WORDS . WANT BE *PITYCAT* UHH. KNOW WAT IS THE FEELING OF SAYING PPL NOW LE MA ? TASTE GOOD MA ? ZZZ

hey hey guys =)!! and yeah , i know , its been a long time since i last post due to something and i wun say it anymore. no point saying it. its not glory too . anw , i should look forward too like wat my FB shoutout says . no point blaming or look back to the past , wats matters is the future tat i going to treasure . thats wat i said but is more meaningful in chinese =)

anw , helped deardear create a blog . teeeheees . so fun . then from now on can see wat dear dear post . can see wats on dear mind and wish . =) so funny lor . his half first post is i helped him type de cos he dunno how to start =.= . LOLS!!

anw , chatted with dear ytd. he is sad. and dunno why i suddenly sleep already and awake . maybe i felt that phone is bombing* .

and hey pls dear , please dun say i dun understand you at all . maybe is not ALL . but hw long i been with u . i noe you really . OMG? okays . hmms. know wat happen to dear . know why he so sad. i know what happen around him . he told me . i should share some listening ear to him so he feel better . and indeed he feel better .

although i should't interfere . butbut , say till me leh , i huan lo abit also not guofen too . is like
_ _WTF* ?
i call my bf got wrong ma ? u only his fren , somemore say me till lykdat for wat . and HELLO ? do i noe u well ? zzzzz

F*uk ! at first u say i pitycat i never say anything. i diam diam doesnt mean i sua ku dunno anything . sibei idoit lor . nv say u u say me. u want play 2 headed snake i also can de. infront me act like nth . den wad? behind me say till lykdat . backstab uh ? i backstab grownup de leh DIAO!

huan lo ah neh jueh . pls la. i got kpkb so much when he with u ma. the most i sad only . know that he will be sad and black face and angry/ pissed off . still continue do all those stuffs make him so pissed. say sorry ? wats the point ? i so fed up when i heard from him u say sorry . is not the first time already lor.

write in yur facebook shortout say so disapointed about wat he do and wat he say ? EXCUSE ME ? wanna know smthn ? his attidude is likdat . from last time is likedat . dun like it is yur daiji . u haven noe him for even half a year dun come say wat u know him or wat .

cant tahan the way he treat u or wat .. shoo la . if not diam diam . his attidude not everyone can tahan . i can tahan more then u . he beat me or treat me bad i already can tahan le . if u in my shoes dun think u can cos u likedat already cant tahan liao . and dun get it wrong that i say smthn bad about u . think ? is u say me first. is u climb over my head le . i buey tahan the way ppl say me when u DUN even know me .

deardear . sry if u saw this post. i really dun understand why ppl is so good saying at ' THATS WAT FRENS ARE FOR' . if really tat case , u seen the "FREN' colour . =x

feeling moody now . pls do not disturb ! thanks!!

baby . rmbb u also been LOVED by me.
baobeii . wo chao ai ni ye chao xiang ni

2009-07-11T02:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!

HUITING HERE TO HELP JOANNE YONG ZUER TO BLOG!
hhahaa.
for the time being, JoanneYong wont be blogging.

call or text her, if you're looking for her.

MUCH LOVES.

ps: treasure what you've now, once gone forever GONE!

2009-06-24T12:09:00.003+08:00

hais . it has been 2 days le . no msg no everything . live like hell .
feeling weird . my feeling upanddowns ~
donno wat he doing all that.

tml is my 1year4months with baby .
ADVANCED happy anniversary ...

loves<33s

nothing to update much . tml celebrating for freda . giving her present . going out to vivo then then night go find ddear lor ..

somehow i feel like am living in my own world with no one cares.
i cry like nobody cares too ..

byebye ..
update again .

2009-06-18T16:47:00.006+08:00

nothing to update muchs ..sians sians sians sians sians!!

nv reply mee again ....

I AM MOODLESS . HAIS!

misses ya like no one have does..
7moreedays ...

2009-06-16T11:36:00.004+08:00

hais . today nv go skl help teacher cos i sick . sians . but at least get to rest at home. ytd clean 4 lab with peisi they all . so tired . and i having a bad headache ytd . today woke up at 9. wash-ed all that and go to see doctor . wah . polyclinic so strict now cos of the H1N1 . i need to wear a mask in there cos i having flu and cough. and the bills very expensive lor x( . and i got one day MC . for today . tml need to go back skl le x( SIANS!! misse bibi . sighs ..

ytd told bibi abt this matter . he like dun care de x( . like eat wrong medicine lykdat . so fierce. not like few weeks ago i sick . still will ask me takkaire and send sweet msg x( . and tag me all tat . hurr . i told him le ma. no matter hw late still msg me . although i sleep le. i morning still can receive it ma >.<

then dunno wat he doing also . of cos now sure sleeping la. but wake up le can auto msg me ma . at least lemme noe wat he doing . HURRR x(( pig u la .. hais

so sick nw . headache no more le. only very uncomfortable in the throat . thursday then can find dear dear and mit tommy.. zzz x(

effin' missing dear right now . u saw this better say u miss me hor EMK . =x
9moredays left . woohoos.

and did't get to watch the LAND OF THE LOST . this friday go watch . u promise =) . muacks !

misses u .
loves u
hugggss!!

2009-06-12T12:07:00.006+08:00

hmms, later going to find my emopig =x . hmms . then go watch LAND OF THE LOST at Ehub lor . hmms after tat proceed to his hse . will be ton-ing this 2days . see whether have things to update not , if not will not be updating this fewdays . hmms .
finally is a so called holiday for our project teams . anw , changes have being made by MrTong . next week go to skl 4days for wat Technical project or wat la . LOLS . and friday off . then next 2weeks is my holidays . so happy if i ask myself ? okay buhs. hmms. alright . going to eat my ban mian now , resting also . later change my bedsheet then go bathe . prepared and off i go . byebyes~!
WOAINI . x33
danshinizhidaowoainiduoshenma ?
13 moree days to 1yr , 4months ..
i rmbb this time round alright . =x

爱到妥协
到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协
也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里
它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧
会想到那过去和现在新的你
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
你是好人也是个坏人
这点痛我还能忍
知道为什么我一定要听到你真心的一直说爱我吗？
因为我缺少安全感
不是因为你给的不多

i am too sensitive to handle things
i am not beautiful enuff to capture your eyes?
not i demanding is just tat i want u to say , in yur eyes , i am the beautiful-est
only me . not others.
which gal is not beautiful and special in their bf eyes .
u want to hear my true words .
i am not angry nor sad . i am JEALOUS . wat bout u ?
did't u have this feeling before too
thats wat exactly i am trying to say .
overall , i still love u as much as i do .
i wanna endure till the day u really noe , i love u the most.
i love this realationship
ilove how u cuddle me .
ilove how u tease me .
babyiloveu.

2009-06-10T18:43:00.010+08:00

phiew ! gonna finish my last test le. hahas! tml is FQC class test . LOL . after that i can go find my bibi liaos. hehs .and i pass for my HACCP phase test! hmms lemme update wat i wanna update . i already noe who i group with for my PROJECT . Anthony Wenqin Haziq and myself .=) .hahas. A nd W are my bikerings frens . hahas! hehs. i gonna post some photos and i saw a car at my skl carpark near the skl gate there . i saw this awesome stickers so cute =) . HELLO KITTY . so i took weijia fone and take. actually wanna let ddear see first. but i dun wanna so late post later become outdated le x) . i shall post it up now ~

2009-06-07T11:54:00.003+08:00

LOLS. dunno wat to update to leh . hmms let say about wat i am doing around this fewdays . hmms. friday had a bad thing happen to me .. our class is doing a experiment on eggs , testing on some bacteria . hmms. firstly we using a bunsen *burner . we need to soak the eggs for 10mins with a alchohol called Ethanol . after that we need to use a Spatula [two sided spoon =x] to take up the eggs then flame over the Bunsen Burner .

butbut, we nv drain away the excess alchohol . so means tat the egg and the spatula tat i took up has alchohol on it. as alchohol and fire have a great crossover , eventually it affects the flame to the spatula and egg . supposely we take the egg and crack using the spatula .but it caught fire as there is still excess alchohol on it. then my glove caught fire but only the thumb area . of cos i quickly pulled out the glove and throw it on the floor . it was pain alright . wat a mess x(( .

then i cried but with only tears rolling out la. so Miss Laura saw it and help me applied with some aseptic medicine and then wrap my thumb with gauze. of cos it was awful . wat a big thumb i had for now . LOLS . so the rest of the experiment handled over to Jiajia Fion and Xiuxiu . Thanks uh =) .

soso , i told dear about this incident . he laughed but i noe he care for me . cos he sent sweet caring msg to me =) hahas . not only he laughed . weijia they all did alright x((( !! zzz .

so i had it wrap only for almost a day . friday night i upwrap and throw it away and i had bubble on my thumb .then we heading to meet Qy . went up to Qy hse awhile then went off to void deck slack awhile .

after tat baby send me home sweet home. muacks!

anyway ,i uploaded two pics of my injured lill thumb =x .haas!

imissyooo alrights ? x( . nv meet u ytd cos i cant. maybe tonight i can make it. great!

watashi koi anata ~ <33s

2009-06-02T18:54:00.007+08:00

hais sians. tml got 2 test. phase and practical assignment x( . wth. gonna study later. budden another good news is i no need go for IA. stay back skl to do Project Attachment . LOLS . but teacher burn our vacations . no holidays ~ ZZZ .

hump . my emopig go out enjoy with frens . nv even say miss me or wat . idoit pig nah x( . duncare duncare . msg tag or comment me luh!!x(((

LOLS. later gonna go bathe and study . i blog till here first . shall blog another day when i am free . takkaires !

i want babby so concern me like hw u tag my blog when i am sick x((

watashi koi anata <33s
i dun like u keep adding gal x((( i so uncomfortable hais

2009-05-30T15:02:00.005+08:00

lols. forget to update my foto again. lazy la. those foto at baby there . x(( . hmms.
ytd went to Singapore Flyer again with Qy and baby only. we travel to simei eat and then proceed to city hall .. reach there 8 plus. and along the way got many MALU thing happen . dun wish to say out. only QY and baby noe >.< . justmisses my ddear so muchs x(

and i think i falling sick too . no strength and headache . running nose somemore. then can feel very heaty in my body . hais. that EMOPIG dunno nia. hais.

tml dunno still can meet dear ma. plus i going sick soon , family wont lemme out buhs. gonna see how le. anw. upcoming FQC and HACCP exam coming. i'm real nervours. and i hate HACCP . sians. abit to FQC cos i dun like labwork .=x

anw. update this for now. gonna update picx and more post when i am free.

LOVEYA MISSYA BABY .
sicksicksick~ T.T x.x

2009-05-27T17:04:00.016+08:00

night go find ht , xb , xe , qy , tc , baby , don and frens they all and watch NIGHT OF THE MUSEUM 2 . funny show! i really enjoy the day with my fren ! thanks you =)) [ picture not in sequence] more picx upload maybe tml =))

23/05/2009 SATURDAY outing to KBOX celebrating mye BDAE!

with freda puxiu evelyn weijia and her sister , weilee

FRIDAY 22/5/2009

bdae present frm BABY

-flyer views-

before going out to meet huiting , xiaobai and bibi .

&& HAPPY 1yr 3MONTHS plus baby

watashi koi anata

2009-05-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

SO SO SO SRY EVERYONE !! FINALLY I MANAGE TO UPDATE A LILL BIT . lols. actually reason is lazy , skl work , and my niceenicee blogskins =))

lols . this coming saturday is my birthday. any present ? i'm being greedy =x . hahas . butbut, bf and frens will be celebrating for me .

lols . nowadays cos of i everytime late go home . then must change our schedule a lill bit cos cannot everytime so late go home ma. hais our time to meet is less . sians diao . and maybe after holiday is our CLASS IA . freakin' sians can?! hais , firstly is lesser time with bibi , second is i really dunlyk it =x . hais . can i play some trick . ? zzz .

hais . bibi bibi . miss u badly can ? hais .

i think must wait till friday then can meet dear , then going to have my BIGG SUPRISE! maybe with my sis and his bf , xiaobaibai . woohoos~ loveitmuchs .

looking forward to this fri . &&& rebonding comes=)

LOVE U BABY!! MISSESSS!!! TAGG MORE TO ME!!
6 moredays to 3mths ; 1yr xD

aishiteru.

2009-04-10T01:01:00.007+08:00

LOL . quite long dint updatee le . busy and lazy too . sians . going to skl reopen . hais .

Today go to Tampines 1 with tommy , dear , weijia . Noel korkor . New open shopping centre just near the Tamp control station. WOW. quite big lor and many things in there i like and i can buy it convenient =)
then after tat go MAc eat =.= after that went home to play audition but help weijia do the LoveCalculator first . Quite real . u can try out guys! its a new type .

http://www.mylovecal.com/index.php

well well well . this is mine and ddear de although seems sians !

http://www.mylovecal.com/Scorpio-Dragon-Lam,Gemini-Goat-Yong

then i wanna noe more bout my baby then below the surname is * more about him * . press that then can noe more about scorpio ppl le .

babybabybaby . aishiteru !

2009-04-01T16:27:00.002+08:00

hais. i like been ban at home likedat . 3days cant see my dardar .need wait till friday . friday cant ton . me and bibi sian diao . ytd we nv quarrel but heart like empty empty . ilovehim muchs muchs. maybe is cos ytd he pekcek . cos at first i promise him ytd will come out . in the end cannot. i noe he miss me but i miss him moreeeee . x(

hais . hope friday faster come . and when skl reopen i DAMN WILL SIAN DIAO . my bibi cant pei me .then if i pei him he , oso less time can see each other le . COS OF OUR PROJECT . mine is cos last yr must wrk hard. he is cos cant afford to fail project. hais . sians right .

not i think too much . but i hope everyting can be relieve so we can pei each other more. married more good .everyday can see . LOL

baby . saw this post must know how i feel. ytd i not purposely de. leave me a tag tag hor .
woaini
watashikoianata <3

2009-03-28T11:05:00.002+08:00

aww . ytd i cant blog cos i am outside . and of cos i rmbb is my FAV JJ bdae ytd!!

HAPPY BELATED BDAE JJ !

LOVEYA LOADS . WOOHOOS. HOPE EVERYTHING GOES SMOOTHLY!

lata going find baby and frens . going to atrium . wun be back on tonight . and yeahh . FLH at IMM , 3 pm . i am going with eve and weijia . CYA GUYS!

loveyou my valentine ~~

2009-03-21T09:33:00.003+08:00

haha! finally test over and now i having my holidays! LOLS . wed falls sick . vomit in the middle of the night . went to see doctor after my test. weijia accompany me . and when we reach bbeddok interchange . i saw that tan huiting . tap me so hard. so actually she's gonna fall and hold on to me =.O LOL . she going pass money to the blogshop ppl . then she come polyclinic find me . the doctor say i have mild fever and gastric . OMG? ting still thot how i diet but i nv skip meals cost of diet lorx x(.

ytd went out with baby to Ehub to watch coming soon at 9.20pm with tommy , weijia and his bro, jiabin . of cos i can ton if not how i can watch night movie =.= . LOL . and i saw wenxin at there too. she watchinh to the race of mountain iszzit ? hahas . forget the title . LOL .wah wah wah . stupid sia behind , make me frightened so muchs . esp. jiabin and babby keep disiao me >.< . hmms.then we go arcade play awhile , afta tat we took bus 21 back to tamp . weijia and bro went back to ubi and tommy, baby and me to tamp. we slacked awhile under bibi blk then went up le . so now afta i blog i gotta go home le. hees. alrites. but sians think of monday gonna go injection jiu scary .afta on still gotta go back skl re-test then back to tamp meet eve buy FLH things . then maybe with baby awhile i jiu gotta go home baby sit le lor x( .

MISS U MY LOVE!
ILOVEYOU!

4moredays to 1yr 1months . !

2009-03-16T18:00:00.001+08:00

lols. i noe i have been so loonnnggg nv update le cos i busy and i am struggling with my test. 5 more test and its over! woohoos! .last day of skl is on friday and of cos can get to see my bibi and rest more tpp =)

plus plus now re-skinning my blog mah so will have less time blog. hahas frens , promise to have a nicee post afta i re-skin my blog. and alsoo i have damn loads of picture to post. hahas!

takegreatcare guys.

loveyou my baby<33
watashi koii anata .

2009-02-07T17:03:00.013+08:00

LOLS . this is wat ah ken say *sidebang fringe*

even johan oso say so.

i dunno sio . only noe this is asmectric fringe*

LOLS! so long nv update le . hope no one minds. hahas . all the picture above is i taken during new year . i know so long le now then post. lazy ma. hahas . and ytd i go tantock seng hospital and take my injection. is pain lor. hais . tears come out too . LOL . anw. going Valentine's Day le . hope every couple have fun out there on e day uhh . my baby and my 1yr coming soon . hahas . hmms . i just hope all those unhappy things shoo away alrite .

imissyou mylove.

youandme=LOVE

2009-01-27T21:45:00.004+08:00

BORED! have nth much to say . feeling uncomfortable . very bu shu fu . hear songs tat make me cry .

edited myself of now wat feeling i've . hais .

LOL . skl reopen. fast sio . if no skl jiu hao le LOL .takecare everyone .

缺乏安全感，少了爱。

blindless.
woainiix . <33

2009-01-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE 'NIU' YEAR!!

Its new year . woohoos . and is me nd baby de 11 months . hehs . but my tat baby of mine so bad . do his thing then forget me lor. hurr x( .

wish everyone a blissful chinese new year !

loveya everyone!

not forgetting baby x)

woainii x33

2009-01-24T22:52:00.004+08:00

woohoos . 1 week dint blog le lor . err hmms . lemme think wat to write ? oh yeahh . do my hair le last sat and bought my phone w980i last sun lols . like the fone muchhh ..

hmms today had my renuion dinner early cos my auntie going back malaysia ma. thats why . baby was been invited too ! but during he way back to my home . unhappy thing croop up . dun wish to say . i oso dunno wat to do . overall i noe tat we both were unhappy . i am angry cos he drag time only . hmms . dun say le . very sad now ddear like bu li wo . but he is like more gan jiong to buy his PSPpouch then me .

actually he nv come for renuion dinner le. is last min dunwan . of cos i want he come la . comeon frens . if family invite yur boyf or girlf for this renuion dinner . wat it means . okays . i dunn wish to say le .

HAPPY NEW YEAR UHH!! new eve le woohhoss =D

but baby , even u saw this post . nvm . i want u to know tat i really want u to come this dinner cos the meaning is in this dinner.

babyILOVEYOU . misses
sunday is our 11 months ! woaini x(
happy anniversary

2009-01-16T13:09:00.002+08:00

lols. nv update for sooo long . lazy ma. my superduper crazy sister ask me update . hahas . nv go skl today cos i'm sick . just finish seeing doctor and now i'm eating ban-mian before eating medicine. woohoos! i am going to cut hair this sunday . cut thin thin , maybe cuting liuhai fringe . dunnno . in a dillemma . hahas . mummy coming tml or sunday to buy my new year clothes . my ahyi aredy bought one for me . now is my mum . hehs . cant wait to new year man !!

nd ddear ask me to rest at home .dun anyhow run . but he dunnno hw much i misses him. 3 days cant see him including today . hmms . but he nite maybe coming over to eat dinner and buy new yr shirt ba. i help him choose heehees . ddear ddear bought a china omnia phone . used it less than 1 wk say feel like wanna change cos bu hao yong means he wanna sell it lor . funny lor . but i can understand his xiang fa .

and hor i very sad lor . today gt the Shi Xin Hui qian ming hui but i sick then ddear want go but no one pei him. too bad i sick lor. tml i oso cant go out . even i not sick , i gotta stay at home do housechores as newyr coming ma . was thinking tml gg to Tiongbahru see * The Little Nonya* then rush to Causeway to see my fav Hongkong artises!! but to bad i am SICK !! errgh x( then jiu bobians lor . sians.

next saturday eating renuion dinner le . as my auntie going back to malaysia . my lill cousin too . dear oso coming to my hse eat . he is invited =) . yeahhs . hahas

newyr eve is me and my ddear de 11mths . going one year le . so happy . hope nth happen again .

babyiloveyou . misses you ~
250109 - 11mths!

2008-12-31T13:51:00.002+08:00

hellos ! back to update . fews days ago was moody to blog anything. thanks to huiting and frens for cheering me up =D . today is e last day of 2008 . lata going to countdown at vivo lor ? hahas . hope everything goes smoothly on 2009!

hahas . will update again when i am back . misses !

iloveyou
aishiteru-*

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2008-12-24T13:06:00.004+08:00

JIRO-辣 ARRON-迷 CALVIN -帅 CHUN-神

WOOHOOS !! i now watchhing The X Family which i lended form weijia. i am CRAZY bout dadong yalun and esp. YIRU!

lols . now then come to blog. but just a short lill post . i also dunno nothing to post . mood has been bring down. ytd go out with huiting xiaobai to centrepoint to find connie to get present . thanks uhh . i saw it * =D . then after tat headed to PP to find baby . his dinner break ma. as usual buy bread and go arcade lor . hahas . then had dinner with xb and huiting lor . go back PP find ddear .walk to the busstop . then after that jiu headed go home le.

photo will be post up tml lor .
tml is CHRISTMAS! and oso our 10months anniversary . but i dun seems to be much happy.

我有不够的安全感。
我只觉得很不安。
当别人的感情很稳定时，
我的却慢慢的在动摇。。

i dun know why . just feel very unhappy. what will be going on next , ireally dunno . i feel like dropping down le ..

ps/ iloveyou . but i wanna know again how much u love me . from everything u behaving . it just cant stop be been sensitive ..

2008-12-20T13:17:00.003+08:00

hehs . finally updating le . anw anw , ton at ddear ddear hse for 4days . meetup with qy , tc for dinner and chatting all e way then my babysister call me and ask me where am i . i say i at qy hse downstairs eating . she say she and her xb come along to find us . after they come we go play swing hahas ! too bad ytd i still to at baby hse but cant meet up with ting as ddear got work on saturday . but will meet up again la xD.

then this fewdays wake up at noon then go find ddear at his workplace to mummmumm then wait-ed for him then night go back his house and so on . weets . weijia birthday on last wed . HAPPY BELATED NUER!! go her hse for bdae party too .lalalas. hope she have fun on Fahrenheit's Concert =) .
weets dadong , ya lun and yiru xDD
hope she taken loadds of pictures!!

cant meet dear on sat and sun . sadded x( . hurr . i saw a roma shos sales on 19.9o .OMG . waiting for mum giving me $$!! . & i saw many tees i wanted. xmas and newyear gifts pls. hahas

last but not least . i misssss my ddear right now like hell T.T
iloveyou . 5more days to our 10months anniversary!

2008-12-13T20:06:00.005+08:00

ahhh!! fcuking period la . so bloody pain . wtf ? hais . thinking of what to type now . ohyahh . my audition singing quite sucessful . nv sing till too anxious lor . hahas. but evelyn jiu sooo funny. dhe Xu huan liang tcher keep adjusting her mic. volume . haas =x & p00r thing ddear ddear have to sit outside at least for 1 1/2 hr lor =/ .

and ohyahh . if those peeps who watch the channel U *CAMPUS SHREW*不良笑花 hor . can tell tat the wilber pan sing the " Tell me she knows , cause i dont know " & so on the lyrics goes . can tell mee the title . thanks =D .

ANW , I AM EFFIN' MISSSIN ddear ddear right now . hope i lata can go find him cos now he is working at Parkway Parade Action City Carnival Roadshow =D . i need to wait till my aunt is back . sians . if over 9 plus , i dun think i can go out le lor x( . sighs .

1weekplus to our 1o months & so coincedence is Hohoho , MERRY XMAS !! but i so sad cant celebrate with dear cos he working . but on the day i will ton to just celebrate both of the occasion , hope dun afta 12 lor .. x(

iloveyousososososo muchhh.
watashikoi anata <33

2008-12-05T23:24:00.007+08:00

ytd went out with evelyn to job interview . hahas . they will let us noe by next week . we go to the somerset for interview cos headsection is there . err . then the following pic is wat we taken at bugis hahas . all she edited de thanks * =D . then the lower pic is ddear the bdae .i celebrate with him . 2 person world. now then upload cos lazy ma . see he eat till so funny . & finally my JJ!! the former picture come le . well well . nice foto taken . weets . good flashing xDD . Awwww . SISTER CONNIE & HUITING, IF YOU ALL SAW THIS PLS NOTE TAT I NEXT WEDNESDAY CANNOT GO SENTOSA AS I HAVE AUDITION FOR SINGING . & NOON I GOTTA GO BACK SKL FOR TRAINING . I SHALL MEET UP WITH YA ALL AGAIN CAN ? LOVES & MISSES X(.

2008-11-28T11:31:00.007+08:00

photo time . my chalet photo =)) got load of photo la . tml then post again . haha .xDD

ps uhhh grab from baby ting cos she edit til very nice then i take lor oso got my face ma . hahas . err. lata meeting ddear ddear maybe go see movie " Berverly Hills Chihuahua " . but i been tempted by the show , Quarantine xD . nvm la . lalalas .

woaini ddear ddear *kiss*

2008-11-26T13:39:00.008+08:00

last sunday went to Singapore Expo , Max Paviliion with ddear ddear and evelyn to see JJ's event party 3!! ahahs . thanks to evelyn fren jolene , if not we dun have the ticket .& so actually the lucky draw still can give it to the person in charge . lucky ah if not ddear cant go in le . hahas . WOW! when jj was out . every one was like so crazy . hahas. yeahh & me too, sing JIANG NAN like so high . lalalas . xD . when ard 9plus . party has ended & its time to let him sign our CD . then its my turn. i say JIAYOU! then he smile so sweetlyyyyy xDD . and he look at ddear and eve as if JJ noe them . hahas . cos i all e way was looking at JJ face . hehs . afta all that, back to home sweet home . reach home ard 11 . tired lehs . go home washed up all tat then sleep cos the next day i having my FHP class test .cos of JJ event. i nv even study . but question seems easy to me ? dunno think will pass . at least a average ba =x. haas .

just edited my blog skins & is JJ PHOTO TIME !! HAHAS TML I THEN UPLOAD MY CHALET PHOTO . HAHAS .

ytd is our 9 mth!! xDD HAPPY 9 MTH ANNI DDEAR DDEAR!! LOVES YA .

2008-11-23T15:49:00.006+08:00

TA SHI SHUI ? JJ LIN!

weets !! hao jiu hao jiu i nv blog le . busying and lazy ma . hmms. anw . goona blog on wat happen on this few weeks . hees =)

just finish my chalet on 14 15 16 . its on the last last week . LOLS . its my baby bdae ma. haas . then everyone was so like crazy and OMG . huiting pinch cake and put on ddear face .hahas . everyone was shocked tat he will get angry and give attidude . lalalas . but nv lehs . suprises ? not like his character . anw . thsnks frens for been concern bout me and him . we aredy okay le . thanks to qy nehs . shake him up . promise to treasure everything . he oso say he is trying to do his bf reponsibilities & indeed , he changes alots .xD . anwway chalet photo will upload soon . =DD

ytd went to JJ pai zhao hui at Suntec conventional hall . OMG . this is e first time i get so close with JJ . my turn on the stage to have a picture with him . then he say hello to me . then then then . he hug me leh . x)) . i actually i ask him first in chi : can i have a hug ? then he say :ke yi ah . awwww so cuteee . actually saw him gonna bend down and hug le. is just tat i lyk so kiasu " xian xia shou wei qiang" first [means i took initiative 1st] haas!! then down the stage , wait for evelyn . ask her how ? she say very ps . got hug but nv stick so close to him . means chest to chest . but eve this height good lor . head can put at his chest the hand on his waist . cos of her height ma but she nv. papa . lols. i hugg JJ like machiam i hugging my own stead . as i hug quite tight ma . then i let go then he cai let go . think of it now still got abit ps . but i down on stage , i look for my stead. poor thing him . stand for 2 - 3 hrs . thanks and sry ddear =x .
then he told me , i hug him not the worst. still got pple kiss him . and i was like OMGGG!! errgh* hahas . hmms . but NVM . LOLS x)
he hao shuai in person lehs . hees anw . lata gg with evelyn and ddear to expo . JJ's party . i oso dunno wat . bt as long go JJ ma . thanks to jolene , evelyn fren =)

lastly my zhutou haven wake up . lata need go find him first liao x( . muacks * aiai =)
2 moreee days to our 9 mth anni !!

2008-10-21T10:41:00.004+08:00

well . it seems manydays i dint update my blog. well .life still as usual . many things happen . is just tat i dun noe hw to say out .

sighs . now i only can see each time passes by. i can nv hope for things turn out good cos i knew it NEVERS . i dun wanna end this r/s but wat if i have too ? i been pressue-rized my feeling f very long . even if i noe there is still other choices . nth can spell out my feeling . no one knows. neither did him . i really miss the days we know each other . even i miss . there will nv be a miracle he will turn out good . so i just let it be . see wat come out then .. i'll accept .sigh . i am not really in a good mood .

baby , how much i hope u will be the zq that i knew at first when it come to a new tml .u noe hw much i cheng dan ? i'm just fake a smile although i'm sad .

wat make me pains is u changed. u really changed ... but wat can i do ? ....

2008-09-25T14:07:00.004+08:00

lols. now is holiday timing liao .although cant find job but nv mind. afta major exam then say lor. hehs .

yeppyepp . today is me and my bibi de 7th month anniversary. ytd ddear send me a sweet anni msg. i'm so touched. everytime he edit by himself de lorhs .hehs .

baby . although now yur computer spoilt . cant see wat i typing . hahas nvm la. u can feel it de lor . ddear HAPPY 7TH MONTHS WORS !! .

every7th month ie really hope to celebrate with ya.

imissya my baby . loveyaloads too.

ie finally realise a love* meaning .

*爱情不在乎结果，是在乎过程。只要可以痛痛快快地爱一次，就算只是留下最美好的回忆，到了最后，能不能在一起，并不重要。至少曾经都爱过。*

muacksmuacks =D

okies . i shall end here. going to my bibi hse liao . lalalas. takkaires my frens x33 .

2008-09-20T13:34:00.003+08:00

heys gals and frens. sorry for not been update for a very long time as my com spolit . afta it recover . i lazy to use . hahas!! wellwell . i just post a lill short post will do. i'm effin missing dear right now every moment . wah ! ddear ytd is like so sweet can . i hope we will be back soon like wat we use to be . even more sweet !! xDD

mmmwarhs . 5ivee more days to my 7th month anni . 2twoo more days to my babysister huiting anni .

HAPPY ADVANCED ANNI TO YOURS AND MINE SIS!!

iloveyouu ("v")

2008-08-24T13:11:00.009+08:00

i now really not in the mood . although i dunno chan hong well budden u were a cheerful guy as wat i saw . and witaya , i miss you too . so sad when i saw chan hong and ku witaya this name founded in the newspaper . i was in a shock and i quickly msg yur huiting jiejie . now when i saw building around me , i really think of both of u . it really hurtful when news say u died afta u were fall off and bleeding profusely . and yur bone and head are crack . . *cried* i really miss the days tat hw we everytime i and huiting they all go recess together . i still noe very well how i noe u . i rmbb i noe u since sec 2 . i saw u looking like shawn and i told dorina and huiting . tats how we knew . i still rmbb wat i text u and say i like u ? although is so funny .a sis&bro r/s . ? well well . dorina and huiting were in a crush with u too . i rmbb i give a basketball together with huting and dorina . although now u are gone . no more chances to see u again . and walk pass and smile , but yur sweet smile will always in my hart .

WITAYA KU JIAN JIE
it hurt so much and sad to type out yur name

rest in peace my sweetest didi . [although i noe u are quite forgotten as u lose yur memory b4]

SIAH CHAN HONG
rest in peace with my sweetest didi too . [i noe u trying to save witaya but cant . u are a loyal bro]

i hope everyone of them treasure pple infront of them .cos u will nv noe when they are gone . cos when they are gone , its forever .

i will rmbb this date . 23 august ; 5.30[witaya] , 23 august ; 7.05[chan hong]

2008-08-19T18:55:00.018+08:00

let the picture do its talk =D . sry for long updating . lazy to upload plus ddear oso nv upload now finally upload liao x(.

9th august 2008 ; NATIONAL DAY !

weets . singapore bdae ! but me and ddear having 1day trip to malaysia with his family&frens .
hmms. we have a fun trip and take a lot of picture.=DD . hmms. seee dear take the lobster so funny lor =x . hehs. i scare ticklish tats why i nv take .OOPS!! then then , got 1 picture we inside* fishtank . hahas. lalas. LOLS! . hmms. then the wave so nice lor .budden 2nd time i sit i havin headache . then ddear called me weak gal x(( . hors. should concern leh . hehes . he got la. awwww .sweet xDD

ps; ilove you . i wanna be your everyday . every day is a brand new day to us . cherish the time we have . cos we nv noe when the time is up .=)

2008-08-14T08:09:00.003+08:00

well . lazy to upload fotos as dear have upload lor . hais. is a BAD MOODY DAY for me ytd as i and him had a BIG STUPID QUARREL . nd well is over a gal . i noe no matter wat he still will saw my blog . i am OVERJEALOUS and cant ie be tat way ? i am a gal of cos i'll jealous la . if i dun love you , i wun even care of wat u doing and giveyou damn cold shoulder le lor . nv think of why i react tat way de ma. nv noe its hurt so much when u called someone else chiobu . paper cant hold its fire de lor . u write missyou rites . nvm lor. write oso write le .

hais. dun wish to type animore . its getting sadder and sadder .. dun wish to think ..
i onli noe ytd is a past , tml is a future . when i look back i even hurt rite . so i look right forward lor .

i and dear now okay le . i just cant let go of all those happiiness ard me . i love him too much too much till i cant afford to let go & lose him ... cos once i noe i letgo i'll nv stand up again ..
frens , forgive me of my devoted..

2008-08-03T06:05:00.002+08:00

uhh.. got loads loads of fotos to upload but well , i will upload others days =x .

hehs , today tonn at bibi hse cos we watch nite movie .Money not Enough 2 . hahas. well . funny and touched x)

hees. aftarh i type this and i gonna sleep cos dear playing his game tats whye i so late blog >.<

hehs . lalalas . sians happy time fly real fast . x(

ps ; iLOVEyou . KISSES*

2008-07-27T18:11:00.004+08:00

well well . just finish seeing my show nd right now i'm uploading my pictures OF COS not forgetting to MISS my ddear. i am missing him much right now alrytes x(..

hurr . wonder wat he doin now lehs ? i think stil ZzZz buhs =x . hehs .

HAIS ytd go see doctor . now can say half half okkays nias . WTF ? doctor cant give backup MC .

ERRRGH! so i only take SATURDAY de MC lor . hmms . i explain to miss priya den O.O

baby , i miss you like hell la .

if can i really hopee to move`in with you lor x(

iLURVEyou JUST like MICKEYlove MINNE =D

you are wat that makes my mind goes on&on

lastly ; ILOVEYOU BABYZHIQIANG

2008-07-24T19:43:00.002+08:00

BABY !! tml is our 5th month le =D . i am very happy . baby too yeahh ? there is still a long way down and i am ready to walk down with you my love =)

HAPPY ADVANCED 5th ANNIVERSARY ("v")
zZzZzzZzzZhiQiang
zZzZzzZzzZuEr
zzFOREVERzz

one more day to 5mths and left-ed 3yrs and 5mths
your NS will end .
our happiness has arrived
MY LOVE MY VALENTINE =D
OUR BEAUTIFUL OUR LYFE

2008-07-12T09:29:00.009+08:00

蓝志强 LOVE 杨祖儿
杨祖儿 LOVE 蓝志强

*爱来过让我完整过幸福过*
*怎么能轻易就放它走*

dhe sweetest thingys in mye lyfe is whenever i'm with ue nd wherever u have gone to .

bibi , iLOVEyou . nv say those sillys thingys animore . i need you mroe then u could think of .

ue promise to stay by my side and protect me and love me till the last breath . i took it =) .

爱我别走如果你说你不爱我。

destiny is my love . 命中注定我爱你！

aishi teru

sarang haeyo

wo ai ni

i LOVE you . <333s

2 more weeks to our 5 month =D

mmmwarhs ("v")

2008-07-10T08:01:00.010+08:00

LOVE IS THE BRIDGE BETWEEN 2 HEARTS ..

LOVE IS A SHORT WORD , EASY TO SPELL , DIFFICULT TO DEFINE AND IMPOSSIBLE TO LIVE W/O

BABY , MY LOVE IS FOR U IS NO MATTER WAT HAPPEN

TRUE LOVE IS NOT WAT U HAVE IN THE START BUT IS HOW MUCH U BUILD IN THE END .

2008-07-09T11:38:00.003+08:00

hmms. missmiss>.< . wheres my bibi lehs ? wahh . bibi . you saw this hor betta tag me lor. i want like tat time . if not u no father day =x =x =x . hahahs

yeahh . last thurs ton at ddear hse. weets . miss dear de bed . hees. early 7 plus then sleep only lor. next ton maybe on ddear bdae or national day cos i got excuse to stay out ma =x

MISSES la .hees hees.

<3s <3s .

babyhoney and babytiramisu =x
emoking and emoqueen
horny bastard and horny bitch
weakman and weakgirl
xiaoqibao and daqibao

aishi teru -*
ti amo-*
sarang haeyo-*

2008-07-02T20:07:00.005+08:00

that's all i'm abt youuu ! x)

2008-06-25T18:16:00.002+08:00

好想让时间停在最甜蜜的那一刻 . . .

HAPPY 4TH MONTH MY BABY DDEAR =DD .

U ADDED SUPRISES IN MY EVERYDAY . YOU ARE THE SUPRISE TAT I EVER WANNA HAD .

iLOVEyou loads .

times flies very fast . qurreling is not a big thing . the big thing is wat we had gone through . going through so many obstacles makes my love for eu gettin' deeper and tighter . another hug , i might not be able to breathe on . =D . BUT u are wat tat make me carry on . my PILLAR of concentration . [jing shen zhi zhu]

i making it bigger , i shouting out louder .. you are wat tat making me gone higher than ever . =D

no doubt in every words i say . when i say ILOVEYOU ; I MEANT IT .

not only 4 month . in every year in the future , my every 4 month is gonna to be with you...

huggies*

2008-06-19T21:10:00.011+08:00

As the wind approaches, i t becomes clingy Clinging to the thoughts of travelers
As the rain approaches, it connects
Connecting all that we left behind
You being by my side is fate
Fate carved on top of stones
Sweetness is only a fraction of loveI should just be buried here
I go around in circle day after day, year after year
Captivatingly looking at your face
A face filled with anger’s warmth and regret’s tenderness
We’re too young to understand the pain that love brings
Thinking that love was like the gentleness of wind and rain
Believing that one day was better than being apart forever
Letting time stand still
We don’t know how to express our love
And thought that "growing old together" was a myth
How painful is it to leave?
How deep is the pain?
I bury that dream in the rain of the river south
Now that I am heartbroken, I understand

-beautiful lyrics and very meaningful too. lurving it.-

MY CHINESE SONG [JIANG NAN] DE ENGLISH MEANING.

hey frens , i am back to blogging .. hais. hope all of ya are finee alrighhtes .
just come back from interchange . i bought cup noodles and apples . i dun have weikou if babyddear isnt around with me . manythings happen and i dun wish to say it out.
hope if my sisters or fren saw . i am fine but dun ask it . thanks uhhs .

babyddear . the moment ytd we hang . i miss you in everysecs .. i habiting of clinging onto you . even of just now i went to interchange . i saw the stairs and i thot u will be at there . but ILLUSTION ... hais . counting down to 6 more days will be our 4th anni . i damn looking foward to it . u make my ice rule broken now & ie really love u wholeheartly .. i send u many msgs this morning . ie hope u saw it and really know how i feel..

i really missssssssssssessssss UUuUuuUUuUUuU la ! this is the first time i find tat surroundings are so unfamiliar to me . u really twist and turn my world..
hais....

I MISS THE DAY WHEN I AM WITH U
I MISS THE DAY HOW U EMBRACE ME FROM THE BACK
I MISS YOU SWEET KISSES
I MISS YOUR HUGS
I MISS YOU SWEET TOUNGED
I MISS THE DAY WE SLP TOGETHER ON MY BDAE
I MISS THE DAY I TON AT YOUR HOUSE
I MISS THE DAY YOU PAMPERED ME
I MISS THE DAY WE CHAT PHONE
I MISS THE DAY WE SMS
I MISS THE DAY WE TAKE SWEETS PICTURE
I MISS THE DAY YOU CALL ME BABY, LAOPO , XIAOLANZHU , SIGINNA X''(
I MISS THE DAY WE MAKE EACH OTHER LAUGH
I MISS THE DAY WE SEE CD TOGETHER
I MISS THE DAY YOU BRING ME TO YOUR HOUSE
I MISS THE DAY U BRING ME SEE DOCTOR
I MISS THE DAY YOU WITH WITH MY PARENT TOGETHER
I MISS THE DAY U HOLD ME
I MISS THE DAY U SAYANG ME
I MISS THE DAY YOU TICKLE ME
I MISS THE DAY WE STUBBORN
I MISS YOUR BED AND PERFUME
I MISS EVEYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!

I HATE THE DAY W/O U
I HATE THE DAY DAT I GONNA BE INDEPENDENT
I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO STUPID

I RMMB YOU SEND ME A MSG WHICH SAID THIS:

ru guo mei you ni MY WORLD WILL BE PITCH BLACK =(
ru guo mei you ni MY MIND WILL TURN PITCH BLACK =(
ru guo mei you ni E FOOD I EAT WILL BE TASTELESS =(
ru guo mei you ni DERES NO REASON OF LIVING IN THIS WORLD=(

ying wei you le ni MY LIFE WILL BE VERY COLOURFUL =)
ying wei you le ni MY MIND WILL BE FILL UP WITH YOUR IMAGES =)
ying wei you le ni E FOOD I EAT IS FIL WITH SWEETNESS =)
ying wei you le ni II DEN GOT A REASON TO CONTINUE TO LIVE WITH=)

THEN , I CRIED AGAIN .. i dunno wat ya doing. i dunno whether will you miss me. everything i dunno . hen tong ku leh .. mostly is i cant see you hear your voices , and cant see yur reply. i from ytd keep review yur old msgs to me . the feeling is so sour . ddddddeeeaaaarrrrrr tell me a reason .
hais YOU GOT MISS ME MA ? U SHE DE MA ?

2008-06-06T15:14:00.006+08:00

hahas . back to blogging =DD . hahas . many fotos to post and wordings too xD. hmms. Firstly say abt my burfdae celebration. hmms. THANKS FOR THOSE WHO SEND ME GREETING AND FRENS WHO WISHES HAPPY BDAE =D.

haas . my klassmate jiajia oso same bdae to mee . HAPPY BELATED =D . hmms. so fri afta skl jiu go home to change clothes bathe all tat to mit ddear and BAOBAOS and ganma lor . then baobao they all purposely ask ddear drag time de cos they preparing suprise ma . then we go TOY R US play toy toy x) and take many keaiis de picx . hahas. dden proceed to MS KBOX . tat nite can TON ma so we from 930pm sing till 3plus am . tats whye .WOOHOOS =x . then take cab to tampines .wahliiao , cabfares sibei GUII!! . headed baobao hse take present then go ddear hse to ZzZZzzZ liiao ...

pictures are below =DD

my bdae de i will upload as soon as possible =p

takkares BUHHBYEE!!

missmiss

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs .B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?- maybee i will hate him forever buhh ? hais. but wat a fact is a fact he had betrayed me le..

2. if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?-is to have wat i can want

3. what will your dream wedding be like?- of cos i will want romanceee =D i wanna have a wedding tat held at beach which i have been thinking it long ago =D

4. are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?- ehhs ? see wat will i think

5. what's your ideal lover like?- i will want him to love me as much as i will love him too =D . i have a ideal lover choices in mind budden it all depends.

6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?- pple sae being loved is more blessed but i think if u love the person u wun mind

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?- longest i like it 3 years . see whther ta person iszzit i really like de lor

8. if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?- no choiice lor . as time goes by ..

9. is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?- okk la . not really. happy oso one day not happy oso one day might as well happy yeahh ?

10. is being tagged fun?- yepp but of cos not SPAMM

11. how do you see yourself in ten years time?- hahas. see ba i have alot of things in my mind now but i will sing till the end =x

12. who are currently the most important people to you?- famillie , frenx cum sistarhs . ddear =D

13. what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?- pple who really squeeze the time to see my blog de lor

14. would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?- LOLS ? its complicated. no comments x(

15. what's the first thing you do every morning?- washed up see hp got msg ma , then see tvbee =D . no tvbee no me hahas!

16. would you give all in a relationship?- last time will . cos i scared giveinn to much in the end i am the one who get hurt lor . but i will faithful de la

17. if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?- either i gave up both or i will ask them gimme a time to pick lorhs .lols

18. what type of friends do you like?- treasure the bond and relationship between them

19. what type of friends do you dislike?- frens doesnt treat like fren . like shit lor =x

Tagged by : huiting baby and connie darling

here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged: -
veronsweetie, prisilia jie , eveline jie , evelyn , guimei , weijia , bevan and mingest =D

2008-05-16T12:27:00.003+08:00

lols . today is a boring friday lor . sians .. ehhs . cos my lifeskills lesson early end then go library use com lor . hmms . then edit things in my blog the shun bian post lorx . plus baby and my darling ask me to do so xD. haha . many things happen in this month[i shall not talk abt it animoree] although my bdae is coming soon . *HAPPY*! gg KBOX with BAOBAOS nd ddear or maybe noel kor ? i dunnoe yet . there oso got problem lor. sian diiao . but i will try to mit up with my sisters they all ! i really do miss them loads although we have conflicts before . as years or days passes by ? they are those who really understand me . thanks sis . really MISS u all . haiis ..

erm . henghengheng ah . vesak day is coming . can rest 3 days .teehees* . yayayay! rebonding soon . finally my longiie straight haiir is coming back cos lehs , i stiu rmbb when i first perm , is like i will lose my hair tat feeling lor . cos straight hair gonee . but ie tell myself it stiu the same length nias is just only tat it curls nia. hehs . =/

hais.. miss ddear ddear much budden lehs , tml and sunday gtg babysittin at home .. uhhh . hahas . but today stiu will goes ddear hse lor . hmms. tat anthon la . haven return my DOU NIU YAO BU YAO . i see till chap6 . then he borrow 7 & 8 then i cant see . he say he tues then return me =.O . sians diao .. i try to borrow frm my nuerhh buhs . hmms.

lata stiu have PRAC TEST for IFS . hais . luckily is group work hahas. *pphiiew*

okays la . shall updatedd till here . i will updatee more if i have de time la =DD tralalala .

takkaires . misses everyonee . .

iLOVEyou.iMISSyou .
would you be there ? mmmwarhs =D

2008-05-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

hahas . to huiting : LOLS ! computer kana formatted ma ... aiyoyo . i lazy oso lehs. hahas. hmms. gimme smtimes i suree will update la =D

to connie : will link u soon =)!!

i miss him andd frens .hais . x(

2008-04-13T11:08:00.003+08:00

FUCKER SPAMMER WITH NO BRAIN ONLY KNOW HOW TO INSULT PPLE W/O KNOWING HE/SHE IS INSULTING HIM/HERSELF .!

HUM JI BO JI . DUN HAVE THE ABILITY TO SAY PPLE WHEN HE/SHE DUN DARE TO EXPOSE HIS/HER NAME . [oh . in real life he/she oso dun dare to expose cos SHAMELESS , no FACE to see pple ma. wahaha BLOCKHEAD !]

KNNB PCB! @#&@#$% .

eat fishball kana choke . walking on the road kana fall . bathing kana slip . no matter wat u do is SOOO SUAY* . CHILDISH! bo tao nao! . go use acid wash brain la . FUCKER !! =DD

2008-04-10T19:42:00.006+08:00

WAS TAKEN IN THE CHALET [240308]
MAGAZINE HEADING =x LOLS!

VALENTINE'S DAY PRESENTS!
1st- ddear give de =)
2nd & the necklace -JF give de =)
3rd- wenxin xiiaomei =)
4th- JON gudfren =)

I DO THE COLLAGE DER =D

ps ILOVEYOU
WU TIAO JIAN WEI NI =D

2008-04-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

hehs , sowrrie for latee updating uhh `! sry yeahh sisters . nv blog for quitee long hors ? hees . lazy cum busy muhs.. dats whye . hmms. my this post is not in sequence de uhh . i think of wat jiu typee wat de hor =x . hehs . i now at ddear hse post de . nowadays oso keep slacking at ddear hse . love him luhs =DD

hmms . i lata oso got loads of foto's to post norhh . cos i went to frens chalet norhhs . then taken around 3o plus de zhaopiian . wahahas . erm . overnight at there for 2 days . ddearddear oso got go. he only stay 1 day . hehs. plus 25 just nicee is our anni luhs . i LOVE dhe ring muchiies lehhs . xD !
shall post the foto tml or lata buh . see tired anot first =/

hmms. friday go and pierce earhole . hahas. abit papa lorh . loiter* outside . walk back and forth . hesitating ma. but in the end got la. =) hmms. got laogong pei me muhs =D MWARHS!
then afta tat we go VIVOcity to watch [*SHUTTER*] , LOLS! got 1 part i ahh! [shout] diiaos =.= . kana shocked by ddear luhs !

hmms . afta tat we go FOODREPUBLIC eat lorh . hmms . eat le eat le , then i teach my 2 ba0ba0s to sing song and recorrect the song technic . hehs . MISSES BAOBAOS!

hmms . i guess there is nth much to say . wahahas . lastly SKL GONNA REOPEN ! sians!!..

iMISSmy sisterss =D takkaires GUYS!

iLOVEyou , iMISSyou

2008-03-08T11:41:00.003+08:00

LOLS! finally back to posting . sians. stress uhh got so many test lorh . hmms . ytd nite go to tampines with dear . haas . afta dat go bball court to talk nd sing with baobao then see dear play bball lor . hees. afta dat we went to sunplaza de coffee shop mummum le norh .

sians . ohyeahh . forget to say wat happen in the noon . vanessa was damn tulan with a gal name kavita in class A lor . everytime diaodiaodiao . then rachel was looking at me lor . so we gotta go there to clarify . she step out of the lecture hall and shout to kavita and ask her stop there . i was still in lecture hall talking to teacher abt wengsiong thingys . cos wengsiong got trouble ma . LOL.

then afta dat i step out of it . vanessa they all waiting for me to say her ma . then i was like ehhs ? still there talking uhhs ? then lols lor . i talk nicely to then say come here is make frens not trouble lor . then dat rachel claim and say she did't say abt my skirt . then okks . alrites .i dunwanna pursue it anymoree . then kavita say her eyes is likedat de . many peeps say abt her eyes too . i noe dat feeling cos my eyes oso likedat . nv diao pple but pple say i diao lor . see sec skl so i habit le la .=x

hmms . sians lo . so many things happen and i just found out dat she* called me a bitch since january or februay. and i did not even say until her . is she pa dao wo tou shang lai de hors. FUCKER !

to eunice : if u buay song me come infront of me say . backstabb pple think very fun huh ? i noe u got kenneth liao . dua pai mehs ? dun behind say pple when pple dint even say u alrites ? plus u say some stupid msg send to yur boy and claim dats is me. wat makes u think so ? send msg dun have recipient huh ? mouth being stapled iszzit? dunno hw to ask him who send de huh ? dotzzz . dat is vanessa send de ok . my person is like dat . wat u say abt me i wun pursue it le . but u accussed me i sibei tu lan . ok . next time dun write she * . write big big JOANNE la. ok EUNICE ? so i oso dun wanna care anymoree . ken u aredy had . everything end here. i just take nth has happen before. but dun lemme find out u say anything abt me COS I AREDY STOP IT . so this paragraph is to say u for thoses thingys u had written in yur stupid post . *phiew* i told wenxin and vanessa before dat i really pei fu u cos u can actually make ken fall in love with u within a short time. i ce ce di di bei ni da bai liao .
so i now cool down liao . just wanna CONGRATS U . HOPE U AND YUR BABYBOY LAST LONG . =) [ tat's definately is not a sacarstics line, is true ]

so well . i dare to write this means i WANT YOU TO SEE IT . so wat is the moral of my post ? dun say pple when pple dint even say u alrites . DOTZZZ

takkaires dudes. lalalas. xD

2008-02-20T14:49:00.002+08:00

BOO guys xD!! i'm backkkk! i noe i very long dint updateeee le luhs . ps ehh =x . lalalas . hais . dunn wanna care the past anymore . noe he still like me nd wanna patch back . can u just lemme have some peace ? i dunn wanna scold anymore .ververyvery tired mans . hais . lalalas. wah . stress abt chemistry uhh . stiuu like IFS the best x)) . wah . today the cross country very fcuk man . leg itchy itchy pain pain lehs . the red red liaos . sians . anyway . this few days de post gonna be a long post. i need to write frm chinese new year nd valentine all e way till now de . sians .

haas . last sun go out with kelvin , kenneth , hwee, anthony . jelicia , fareez , leonard and moree la . hmms. they go grand cathay see JUMPER . which i dun wanna see de lor . i wanna see CJ 7 luhs x( . cos i dun really like angmohs show . budden if i have the feel go see i suree will go de . LOLS . in the end they buy tickets first then go down play arcade and pool . stupid hwee. go bang me and i get 2nd -.- . hmms. lols. and the pool lor. i win fareez de but anthony luhs . help him then win liao >=( .hahas .

sians . this few days keep going out win jf , gen and korkor jiejie . LOLS . its seems like a habit . bu zhi bu jue suddenly so close liao . haas . think back the first two day i stiu like so strangers to them . see them still so polite. buden now my maughty and tiao di chracter come out lor . hehs! =D

hmms. lata stiu going to find them . lols .oso dunno go wer . neng slack jiu jing liang slack . hmms. alrights. i stop here guys . stay FINEE xD

MISSSSSSSSS :D

2008-01-13T14:19:00.000+08:00

UH WATEVER~!! I DUN GIVE A DAMN . LOLS . LAMER . LIARR .

watever w0rds u wanna write just write . i just write . ALTHOUGH AVOID IS USELESS, BUT I DUN REALLY WISH TO TALK TO U ANYMORE. silent break.

i noe u saw my personal msg in msn . afta tat u write promise are meant to be broken . COWARD HAHAS RIGHT?

I BLOCKED U . BUT I WRITE ANOTHER NICK IN PERSONAL MSG AND I UNBLOCKED U .

SO i continue your line ---> BETTER THAN LIARR ! alright ? DOTS . USELESS wrds are just meant for u .

i am not coward . is i lazy to waste saliva wat MORE is on you yeahh ?

wanna noe the truth ? i nv love u so deep like wat u expectation . even now u feel the hurt . this is wat u had given me . thoses hidden hurts , purposely, accidentally hurts . this wound will be erase off EASILY .ie nv wanna rmbb it anymore.

SORRY TO THOSE WHO ASK ME TO BREAK BUT I TOO STUBBORN LE. ESPECIALLY YOU* . SHLD I HEARD YUR ADVICE EARLY , I WLD NOT DRAG SO LONG. BUDDEN EVEN I DRAG LONG , OSO GUD , I CAN SEE HIS TRUE COLOURS LOR, PLUS I NV BREAK TILL SO HAPPPYY BEFORE . this is i first time break ok . its show how much i wanted to break and i had bear enuff . i had learn a lesson . and i nv wanted to find someone like u again.

SO IF THAT SOMEONE * CAN FORGIVE ME , SMS ME IF U SAW THIS POST . sorry can ?

THE PERSON WHO LIKE PURPLE * YOUYOUYOU

2008-01-11T17:13:00.001+08:00

phiew. i am back to update =) . hahas . so fun and tired in the ITE new life. although abit not so xin guan . but , xi guan jiu hao . hahas. hmms .

i noe many fren la in the first day and have contact num. exchange le . till now is 1week nias . but we all dun like a person in klass but i wun say its who . hahas .

we have many nicks in klass la like daokia , stomach cramp , mensuration , xiaobai lian kihwee . and loads more la . hahas . hmms. its fun and i oso like my klass mate lor and oso* he is cute xD. hmm although we need to learn chemistry lor .

my life now is more relaxable . i can get to see the new things and sense new air ard me .

anyway i lazy update la. but still will update more. sians . no time for zilian .hahs .TAKAIRES =D

旧的不去，新的不来。
要放手，才能握住新感情。
快乐的我又回来了。=)

SILENT BREAK . lalalas

2007-12-29T12:34:00.000+08:00

I JUST CHANGED MY BLOGG SKINS ! TAG ME GUYS =D . MISS U ALL

loves

2007-12-27T12:55:00.000+08:00

LOLS .those pics is i forget to upload on many wks ago de . hmms . ytd just went to bugis see the warlods* acted by jet lee and andy lau etc . hmms . ok luhs . seems not too boring oso . hmms . thinking of many days nowadays . keeping or ending a relationship , which is harder ? can anyonee pls tell me .as there is once a person mention to me * the moree u think you cant last long , the moree you shld break * . im not thinking anythingy right now . i am just trying to express out my feeling .

well, i was thinking back to the past recently . image just pass by . i nv even thot of it aredy . but when at nite it will come loh . haas . also dunnoe why .

i have ended my work at 24 dec le . saw a xmas POOH at my work placee which i really like and only sell for 9.90 . actual price is 19.90 . i just hopee tat SOMEONE will buy me tat and i will be really glad x) . but nvm . xmas is OVER .

hmms. dunno iszzit i sensitive or wat . just feel tat something is wrong between me and him . ytd just msg him . again , it sound so cold . no longer feel so happy as before. i feel like asking him out agian and ask him lo . i maybe sensitive but not to the extend .

oso , tried to call him the attidude is diff . i say sorry oso no use . if i am not wrong . i noe wat happens le .. even ah glenn ask me hw is he doing as he long time nv saw him ? i only noe hw to say he's wrking . even ah glenn feel something is not right too. nah . not only me . [ue noe who ue are]. lol . hmms

hmms. hey guys, if you had a chance , u wanna fly to the future or to the past ? hmms.

some hows , i noe u will read my blog .

somehows , i just feel tat , 我们还有缘分 to continue together .

p.s / DO U STILL LUV ME ?

deardeardeardeardeardeardear =x

yur attidude MUST change! =x

2007-12-04T13:47:00.000+08:00

woohoos . i'm back to post againns le. finally done my perming and all dat le . hair feel so light le . hees. like my new hair though is hard to manage than rebonding but at least i no need scare here waving there waving ma. wahahas .

last fri go meet my daddyLEO nd sisterJIAXIN xD , not forgotten haoDIDI , enXIAOSHU plus glen budds =), budden hao and glen dint turn up due to thingys. =)nvm sat i stiu can mit them =). i fri pass my daddy speaker plus gatherin together lohs. actually got kit ahboyee de . but he wrking . hmms .

then next day i mit with jiaxin at control station . she buy cake for guohao which our $$ is included inside but i noe we haven pay so tahan first ah sis =x. didi dunno we celebratin his bdae , this is wat i and jia xin de GUI ZHU YI . hohos . cos jia family open chalet at arenda then so we decided sat help him celebrate which sunday is his real bdae luhs. then actually is at downstairs de BBQ pit de , but daddy say downstairs no qi fen , so come to jia xin balcony there to celebrate lohs. i was inside the balcony to hide nd shocked him , hahas ! then he scared to come in but daddy they all stiu tryin to think hw to bluff him come in . then we singsong , eat cake ,play ard , see daddy they two de LEOEN concert [ imposter of superjuniors nd DBSK] =x . then daddy gotta go his cousin de chalet which is near the wild wild wet there de lo . then he run there run here .so funny .

phiew , then going night soon le . en nd didi go back first cos of some affairs . then jia gotta go down BBQ . then left me and glen inside the balcony . EHH . dun anyhow think .hahas . is inside eating chicken wings. which en nd hao wanted de . glen eat so many nd keep YAN JIU the chicken . hahas.

then i dun feel like going home . so i call back home say i overnight at jiaxin chalet then sunday go back le then woah . they let me sia . so damn happy lohs. then after everything we all faster call daddy leo come down . everyone mitt at arcade there . finally xiaoshu sms me say he coming then he nv say hao coming lehs. then i jiu noe he cant overnight le . then WEETS! , everyone was there , suddenly i saw hao . then i ehhs ? why he got come . then en say i nv mention him doesnt mean he nv come . yeahh everyone overnight as i told en to tell his mum pls la , guohao bdae ma. one time only. hahahas. so sly .

then play play play . daddy gotta go back with jovi to chalet to settle smthn lo . so he left. then midnight le . glen gotta left but i rmbb daddy say wanna drink . so we told glen dun go first . kit not there so he is the only one who is full 18 and we are not . hehs. so he follow us to cheers but WT ? no alchohol afta midnight - 6am =.= . so we travel all the way , which i duno where de 7-11 buy de . but glen cannt buy , the auntie need month on his ite pass. but he didt have his month on ite pass unless he is 1988 which he is not . LOLS

then i say ask someone help us buy lo . then i go ask a malay guy . he thot i want buy ciggaretes i say NO! is beer . i say 1 bottle heineken , 1 bottle carslberg , 2 bottle jolly shandy[hao's de] and 2 leo beer . which i spot for daddy de =) cos LEO ma . haha

finally bought le . then we travel back to chalet there to wait for leo , and is time to say bye bye to glen le . he goin home. he nv overnight . sians de loh . left 1 person . hmms. so we went back our self. that time is aready 1.20am ba ? lols .

funny things and angry thingys started to happen . angry thingys is , daddy say wanna come down le . we say ok . then we wait & wait & wait . then suddenly we saw police car , as i say glen had gone back , kit is not there . then who else is 18 ? nobody lo . so en carry the beer leh . then scared kana caught lo . so we hurry turn a round to the park bike de place to stop our leg. then i call en faster call leo to come down . if leo take the plastic bag then we are save le . he told en dun present our EZlink or IC . i dun think police will believe lo . then en say come down faster la . then leo say alrites alrites . then still wait so long . en started to angry le . hao oso . i think even jia xin ba ? then ii say maybe too far for daddy to come down le . they say pi la , if he dun walk , he run , then come out jiu reach le . as behind us is the chalet which he is staying ma . then i ask xiaoshu to relax la . zhongyu .... daddy reach le . guess wat ? he is holding mac burger ba ? he say he hungry . BBQ thing not so full . then he go buy . plus he is walk here de , of cos en and hao more tulan la . but hungry oso no choice ma . so we ask him to take then we all the way go beach there le .

then we drink carslberg first . carslberg 1 bottle so many saliva hahas . i and leo drink the most on carslberg . then en and jia is can of LEObeer. hao oso got drink . but he drink jolly shandy the most . by tat time is already 2.30 le . so we walk back chalet lo as i think every one is tired too . daddy go back his cousin there. we all stay over at jiaxin chalet . then stiu play taidi till 4am i think ? then hao say lose de drink two cup . he nv lose at all lor. i and xiaoshu fine 2 cups of heineken lehs . then last sips in the bottle i drink manymany . then i give it to en le. my stomach mixed with carslberg and heineken . funny things came. i DRUNK . ahhs. the heineken make me drunk . wt? i 1st time drink heineken jiu lykdat =.= . then i heard frm them is i keep laughing lyk siao . then the conversation hao say the most things . i say u noe why i dun want drunk cos i scared i say too many true wrds out . haas . then he say he wanna hang me up took a picture then let ah boyee see . then he say when he mention ah boyee name , i kick him say why mention till him ? lols? wat make me say dat i oso dunno. then he say i count hw many pple are there? i say shld be 5 ma . why left 4 ? i say daddy leh , daddy cousin leh , daddy mama leh ? why daddy not ard . he say every one sleep le . i say call daddy nw. he still say they sleepin all dat . then afta dat i dunno , he nv told me . then en sleep behind me using the same cushion as cushion is big ma . the he say i keep hitting the cushion till he sleep bu hao . PS SHU! then i laugh laugh laugh and i ask hao to sleep he ask me sleep first then he sleep . i dunno why i so guai listen to him . then he say he turn ard see i jiu sleep le . by the time i sleep i think 4.3o ba . the i wake up is 8.30 . whahas. so fast meh ?

next morning . i still very head pain plus i think i sleep pose not good. i had a mild sprain on my neck . errgh. but i cant quite rmbb ytd thing. bit by bit ba . then daddy came over eat breakfast . then was planning nearly end of e mth we had a chalet which everyone contribute in de YEAHH . can stay overnight with papa they all le =) . but i say i afta 24 then free . so must afta 24 ehh ! alrites type till so many hand aching le . mittin sunny they all lata . byeebyee =) !

LOVE* , always hope , always trust , always protects , always perseveres . Love never fails .

this sentences is like WTF ? i dun think there is anytrust, any protects . and wat i hope nv come out .. ERR!

2007-11-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

hellos everyone =) im back to update le lohs . sians . so long nv blog cos part of the reasons is seeing video plus busy with work , another reason is lazy to type . hahas . hmms . nowadays other than seeing show , i've nothing to do le. looking forward for result to release bah. and was thinking faster xmas than take le three mth de salaries jiu quit le. others i nv think too muchs le .

hehs . nowadays croop at home seeing my favs. hongkong show , got detective, dancing plus dl-ding 2 taiwan shows =) . have nth to post so i just post the shows pics . hees.

haas. no show no me de lahs . hmms. then in tv was seeeing seven sisters, a love ghost drama . plus my blog song is their theme song too xD. thoses who gt see hk song can try it out too . thats all . gtg . alrites. takkaires everyone . misses .

iLOVEyou

2007-11-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

myDEAR, song is specially wei ni er fang de .hahas. dun say i bad le la. must sing for me again ah . ehehehs .

2007-10-25T11:48:00.000+08:00

ahh . so long dint went tuh update le cos lazy =x . hahas . hmms. lemme tink of wat tuh say . oh ya. we had fun on our chalet on 14.10.07 - 16.10.07 hehes. hope we can have another chalet then invite all our fren nehh xD. hees.

after the last day of chalet. i jiaxin and kit come out tuh play again . then he caught for jiaxin a pinkkkk smilely face nd he caught for me a caaat and a full pack of sweeeets . but i heard he catch for her another redddddd smilely face . >.<

last sat went tuh KBOX with dear tuh siing s0ng =D . at first we nv go for kbox de is go another KTV de. we walk till siao then saw budden booking in advanced is needed =( sad luhs >.< so just went tuh KBOX lor. we sing till siao liao la. then he sing for me a song. OMG . i cried sia too touched le luhs . hais . then tears keep rolling down . hurhurs .BTW GARY KORKOR . SRY AH I CANT CELEBRATE WITH U . HAPPY BDAE TUH YOU!!

then STUPID x( . he trip me fall down hurhurs. of cos pain pain la . but at least he holded me if not i really roll down frm the escalator liao .hehes.

ehhs. then monday i start wrk at simei lvl 4 as service staff los . till nite i fang gong . papa nd ah boyee come nd fetch me and go eat dinner [ actually not really is he got motive. oOps !] hohos then tues we mit out again after my work of 5 hrs frm 11.30 tuh 4.30 . i went tuh kit hse and play first then mit up with glen and papa they two norh cos papa wanna slp more. papa is sick . somemore he is angered .. errgh ~~x( L O L .

then ytd and tml off . fri sat sun needed wrk . hees. alrites la . lazy tuh talk le . let my pics do the talk xD.

AT WORKPLACE

AFTER WORK , AT KIT PLACE

PAPA!!

XIAOSHU!!

THANKS AH BOY xD

will update againnnn =)

iLOVEyou.

2007-10-12T13:50:00.000+08:00

wahahs . phiew nth tuh do hmms lemme think of wat tuh write . oh ya. hehs , that time super duper happy leh . tuesday i bathe finish my mummy say wanna come karaoke mah ? my this pattern of cos i want to go . hohos .

i go china town mit my mummy muhs . then go there la. i at there trembling sia. cos so many pple then ask me tuh sings out loud. haas. but of cos in the end i sing lor. i think sing only 4 song. reach home 12 in the nite ba. so far sing de zui hao de is ting hai lor. [ ah mei ] . xD . then i say huh so fast go home liao ah ? then she say euu 2 month holiday still scared u dun have time to go meh. hmms . hahas.

yeahh yeahh maybe today i going again . woohoo . i can singout loud again xD

hahas . i will updatee again ..

2007-10-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

hmms . today is my 2nd anni with dear =) . we went to city hall , gaigais at raffles , city link, esplanade marina and suntec . WAH . very very tired ehhs .x( . hahas . we eat our dinner at suntec the "justNOODLE" . but how i noe we had the same place in mind . firstly i dunno the name mah . dden i bring him round and round , no wonder he will abit pek cek . dats whye i all the way diam diam cos i was tu lan too x(.. hors. budden in the end ok le la .

[CLICK FOR LARGER IMAGE, dear ]

ps: dear not purposely de uh. hahas . cos snapshot very fun ma . saw this dun angry uh =x budden see wat i write =)

alrites , i go see my show liao . byee guys . iLOVEu =)

2007-10-04T10:59:00.000+08:00

hohos , i back tuh updates! sorry guys , i dint updatee for so long as i am real busying studying during this four days and finally i have a time relaxing which is today nd tml cos no study , no skl! sat nd sun i'm going tuh enjoy my tv's =)

well well , today is the last 2nd paper, next mon shall be my last paper and is EOA ! HIP HIP HURRAY!! ahahas . today CPA is easy . i thot paper 1 will be much moree easier as i got memorise the cpa thingys BUT who know some i memorise nv come out =.= . but paper1 is really easy la . maybe can score 17 /20? haas . i have high hope on it. as for the past 3 days MATHS1,2 nd SCIENCE 1,2,3 . i really turn in a cold sweat* [very nervous] cos its seems nomatter how i do paper 1 i just dun seems understand it BUT i managed tuh finish it ..
hohos . nd bcos of those exam i have NO time for posting my new fotos nd all dat . finally i can post.

23.9.07 /SUNDAY

i follow my ah yi to tampines swimming pool for a swim cos accompanying my meimie tuh play ma cos she cannt wanna play slide nd i also can pei her . hmms. we having a real fun man . hahas . so till night we went to changi village for buffet , hahas , my favourite =) . i took alot of picture there and we ate much too =)

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ISN'T IT NICEE ?

[i'm wearing bikini . =.O .hohos .1st time taking picx lykdat =x]

26.9.07 /WEDNESDAY

BYEEBYEE . TAKKAIRES EVERYONE . I'M GOING HOLIDAY SOON !!

anyone know wat's the time ? its tiger time ! hahas .

2007-09-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

sian ah . nth to do . so many thingy happen . maths paper 1 coming liao . stress ah .. hmms
so many thingys flashback especially jer**y thingys . stewpid yeahh ?

mostly onli my sisters noe it . actualyl dun wanna tok abt it de . budden just a sudden thots.

aiye sis . euu all noe the yeahh . whenever i say out i'll cry ma .. hmms. just a freaking stewpid gal i was in tat particular mths . i have the right tu say everytingy but i just diamdiam * wtf ? err think back oso err xin lor .after tat past relationship of mine . have always left an unsecure tuh myself in the deepest of the hart. tat scare will nv erased off . hw wld i say leh ? just feel dat i say it out peeps will have those stewpid sight . nd will nv wanted me . l0ls .

i oso dunnno wat am i actually saying =.O just throw temper on it lor .!

freaking assminded . ediotics .

!@&%!@#$%^&&#$%^Y&*%#HJ&*^#%$$#@!@#$%$$#$$#*^@!$#!!!

2007-09-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

woohoos . finally updating now . sians . i oso lazy tuh update nd dunno type wat. ahahah .wah i got took a picture of the skky . dunno hw tuh describe but is like orange sky . beautiful leh although i seen it most of the time but it seldom out lor. maybe its sunset =.=. HAHAS
last sunday i went swmming wif my ah yi nd cousin as my ah yi bu fang bian go down water ... go swim bcus my didi got swimming lesson then no one go down water tuh pei my meimei so i pei her lor =)

wah . so long nv swim the feel so great . hees. after tat nd everythingys . we go eat lunch . actually i iwas telling ah yi tuh go eat ding tai feng . but in the end we go TM eat sakae sushi!! =p . nvm luhs can eat sushi leh =x . but i eat the moree cos my ah yi dunno hw tuh eat . then my meimei see food jiu eat le . . she even put a chilli in her mouth then she just give dat kind of face =.O see wat jiu eat de la .. then my didi eat cucumber de. hahas/ then i force my ah yi eat nia. food is ok is just dat cold ma =)

then after dat my uncle coe fetch us go back to his home ma . i help hem settle comp. de thingys while they having nap . then after dat wait for my meimei wake up we jiu go marina square . walk nd walk nd walk , then meimei go play animal car car . after dat she wanna play barney car de i say dunwann play the merry go round , those 2$ de. hahas. i oso pei her BUT of cus i nv sit la .* dui lian * lehs. i just step up nd stand liao . whahahs xD .fun leh . very long dun have xiao hai zi de feel ler la xDD .

belows are the pictures =)

will update moreeee .....

mwarhs* woaini ..

this is my reflects la =)

ytd take in class de . first one is at bus stop =) . out of boredom .. ahhhs

paiseh if not too clear =/

this picx steady , is like he is the only lead. only capture him nias . xD

2007-09-05T12:45:00.000+08:00

*phiew* stress sia Nlvl . today luhs . english paper, i wanted to put SCOTSTON* but i put scots cos after i finish i jiu sleep liao .hoho . abit hard lors. but heng* the map very very clear than mrs abbas printed out de =/..errgh ,tired luh . but very fast jiu finish liao lors . haas. hmms. always come home after skl cos wanna watch tv . [ whywhylove =) ] i got study too but just cant tahan oso want watch show cos human lykdat de muhs . sfter this part exciting then finish sure will wanted to see the next chapter wat . sians .

haas, actually singsong all dat is my ALLTIME FAVOURITE der. but dunno when i name myself as TV fanatic liao . LOLS . just like tuh watch taiwan or singapore drama show , movie , hongkong show especially ,cos wanna learn canto on my own muhs. but i seldom see all thoses varieties show norhs . wating for my [ it started with a kiss 2 ] lor. i got see part one sure will see part two der . they say september jiu release dat show but sure taiwan will get first lor. but CD i think will air over tuh s'pore la . anyway i will buy it de la cos i oso got buy part one .=D.. other than this show i got loads more lor. *LOVE CONTRACT , WESTSIDE STORY , MR FIGHTER , METEOR GARDEN, DEVIL BESIDE YOU , SONRIA PASTA , IT STARTED WITH A KISS ,WHY WHY LOVE ...but like the most the onli DBY,ISWAK, WWL ,SP.. but gg soon to see my TOKYO JULIET . other pple comments say nicee leh . nw i seeing on tv de is CORNER WITH LOVE, comp is WHYWHY LOVE =)..

but my show is endless de lors. i still got 4 movies ,2 hongkong show , 2 taiwan show haven see finish xD . so will slowly see de. hahas . lame man . LOLS..
i tink their pics nd show is damn nicee lor . if onli reality have almost the same as thoses love drama hors, then good le ...i want this kind of ending . wahahas .=) picture belows .. [click for larger image]

enjoy the 1st episode =)

haas.. finally updated . dats all liao. will update again.. byee .=)

takkaires..

2007-08-25T13:13:00.000+08:00

hais . ytd so fast jiu 10 plus liao . stiu wanna have more time derx but hais . bobian . in the end stiu need tuh go home ma . was having really much fun in his hse , having world war on his bed. wahahas . totally come control myself lor . wanted tuh cry lor. bcus firstly .. i hurt someone , secondly is if i was determine nd carry on like him since 24.1.2005 , maybe now , i can stiu have a chance to ask him for patch . cwk ah cwk , wat wrong with me sia . hw cum euu gimme so much memories sia , hw come euu make me love you the deepest sia . hais . 1 more mth jiu yur bdae le . you are rite. if we nv break , now maybe is the 5 yrs liao . T.T ..

then another thing is jl .. i noe i DID hurt euu muchs . budden i really dunno wats is happening tuh me . i aredy put him in the deepest of my heart , i thot i can forget him too . BUT eventually i cant. nd yur conversation with me REALLY hurt me nd disappoint but oso touched me .

conversation:

you say you cant stand it bcus euu say no wonder tat day ask me free anot then i like so fast got ppl book me rites . then say i dint even intend to mit you after tat and i stiu go for dinner . and ask me if i stiu like him then forget it . and euu did say break yeahh ?

budden i say i truefully go there is tuh settle matters rites. the gal who did tuh us de bad thingys rites. i really bet connie got tell you . we really settling the matter . i say de is true de. then you say i dint really want euu to noe , nd say wat if i nv see that euu added him in frenster i'll nv intend tuh let you noe is him rites , then all my fotos is wrriten abt him somemore say wat euu noe i missing him nd ask me just go back dun even tuh intend you stead with you EVEN. nd say i make u love me so much .. but is just a miss only do you need tuh be so senstive ma ? nd i noe since you talk till lykdat there is no point to salvage and i DID intend to tell you but is connie dun wann me to tell de .

somemore you say that i should tell you clearly then giving euu such a general wrds . but nw you aredy has this stupid reaction , if i told you isnt't it more worst ?
stil say tat my nick all tat is writing abt him nd maybe you should not really fallen in luv with me in the first place.. nd always u had to sms me tuh talkabt things rite if not i wun talk abt anythingys . nd euu noe euu are in wat status . euu are my stead nd is really CORRECT tuh took initiative to talk watmore you are a guy too . so euu are just over a lil matter nd quarrel with me . you did told me after i cooked the spaggetti for you you are touched nd i noe it too. you say that u could really love someone again but now ended up like this . nd say after i mit him up i a totally diff , i getting bored nd bored . nd tat lill pooh bottle in my blog . but the pooh bottle is i buy de wat, not as wat euu talk . i ADMIT AFTER I MIT HIM I DID CHANGE okays..

you say u felt diff bcus you showing yur love towars me is like ON and OFF. nd say after yur tat past relationship u had, you had nv really luv a gal.. i noe i noe. i oso been hurt once . i noe i am diff aredy. but if you ask ME DAT IF EUU CAN REPLACE HIM, I SORRY , EUU CAN NV REPLCE HIM.. u say u gimme the keychain got a reason de bcus euu really really love me loads if not u wun jealous md have hot temper nd say wat i give euu a CHU LIAN de feel. nd we aredy qurrel for two days. hais . i think we are you yuan wu fen . euu maybe shldnt step into my life..

i noe its obviously my nick, frenster, blog is meant for someone else . euu say tat we should put a full stop in my old relationship and step into a new one. ya i noe is rites but wat if i cant , i cant do it . i just DUI him CHI qing only .. then euu want i do wat .

nd pls, euu say his apperance 2 me and my own feel is just awhile nd oso it has been so long and if he waws gud enuff he wld have long patch back with me .butnow u dunno my relationship with him i the past. you cannt judge a person through appearance ties?i knew him longer than u i noe wat he is like . he was gud tuh me is just tat my tat relationship was bloody complicated. i still can tell euu from the beginning. it is oso a struggle in my hart too euu noe ?

then euu say wat his sudden appear? euu say he purposely appear tuh make me xintong to think bad of the past and make me patch back with him ? sounds familiar rites? connie told me de . nd he is not tat kind of person , is i wanna ask for patch , he nv ask me okays ... is true ta he make me think back of the past . i did make him think back of the past too .. alrites. ..

i noe euu dint slp well for 2 days liao . but euu oso no need tuh say wat i noe he loves euu alot k so just go with him nd dun care abt me . WTF ?! i nv say he love me alot although i wish it . you say i am blindly blinded abt my past relationship . i nv say i pity euu nd be with euu bcus i dint wanted to hurt euu . i dint okays ..

rmbb i told euu euu lack of the thingys i want .euu cant give me the sense of security tat he given tuh me . somemore euu still say if i had determiine enuff i will not even wann see him at all nd wat is just tat mitting make me thnk back of the past? i aredy told euu, i long nv see him and my dad OF CUS WE HAVE A THING CALLED GATHERING. you stiu dun understand wat all this means . euu want euu say me jiu ok le. dun say my gathering thingys . dun drag my personnal things down. stiu ask me i when can really ever forget him I AREDY TOLD EUU I CAN NV FORGET HIM , HE IS AREDY IN THE DEEPEST IN MY HART UNDERSTAND? those which i shld kept will nv forget ....

i did tried patch back with him long ago . but is he reject nt i dun wanna . who say i dun wan ask him for patch i dun dare rite ? nt i dunn wann make clear with euu is i dunno hw tuhh express in a way . i dunn awnna say out again cos i will be hurt . stiu say wat for mit up with him again just tuh tink back of the memories. gathering thingys sure will havee him in derx....

then still sy if he really stiu like me he will long ago jio me back . nd tat thingys i dunno wat he ish thingy nd euu are rite.. after me he stiu have 2 more ex . ERR , i dunno he tuh say la ...

nd pls dun say him anymoe ok . why euu say he knew euu stead with him then say all those " if i can turn time back i will not break with euu .. etc.." words. and wat he is fucking selfish . HE IS NOT.... i nv compare tat he is fitter than euu wat ..all this is not fuck and he is not with no heart de guy who just care abt him okok ...

i really dunno wat tuh say le . i am really speechless . nd stop comparing my ex , me with yur ex nd th guy . we are diff . PLUS HIM too ..

err . i think i settle my own thingys first then tell euu wat i shld really do .

N WK , if uu saw the paper aredy , can gimme a reaction ? or someting else ? i really wann noe . i dun wanna talk much nd thingys had been wrriten clearly in the crumpled paper liao . hais . nd all thoses diary de wrds . euu shld have cleary read le .

sms euu but euu oso nv tel me le leh . if euu saw this . euu shld noe wat i am trying tuh tell le...

2007-08-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

LISTEN TO THIS . IT IS A VERY NICEE SONG =)

听说爱情回来过.

在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾回来过
想请他替我向你问候
只为了怕见了说不出口
你对以往的感触还多不多
曾让我心碎的你
我依然深爱着
在朋友那儿听说
知心的你曾找过我
我要他帮我对你隐瞒
只是怕见了面会更难过
我对以往的感触还那么多
曾给我幸福的你
我依然深爱着
有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中
对你的声音你的影你的手
我发誓说我没有忘记过
而关于你选择了现在的他
我只能说我有些难过
我也真心真意的等过

sians . alot of thingys inside my mind lor. dunno wat i'm doing .. actually lazy tuh update de. but got many things wanna say ma . hhais . i will sort thingys out tml if not i will be in a dilemma ..
yeppyepp . tml mitting them nd ting they all . huiting la . booked us so fast . wanna eat kangkong veggies .wahahas . love my baby la . so cutes =)

your fav. wrd=)
woaini
will update morees =)

2007-08-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

phiiew . it has been a long time since i updated liao . well , miss daddy they all nd finally last saturday mit them . =) . below are the picture i have taken . =))

i really having fun on the day . hope we can have more of it . guys , keep in touch pls =)

KKIT HSE xD

okays guys . i will update more next time=))

2007-08-08T16:31:00.000+08:00

lalalas. sian uhs . dunno wat tuh do . hmms . today dint go tuh skl as well as huiting they all cos damn bored lors today halfdae . heard my gan mei say dat under the stewpid hot sun nd'd need sew smthn . sibei heng ahh .hehehs

nd'd finally yeahh , tml going tuh watch the BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI [secret] . wah . wait for so many days passes nd'd finally ! can see so many pple at once. esp him* . xp . very stewpid complicated ahh everythingys . so tired lehs . plan this plan dat . actually is 2, then get on to 3, 5 , 8. biiang ehhs . so many pple . whahahas . funny yeahhs.?

hmms. sian . nth tuh do. faster tml luhs!!!

LOLS. nth tuh blog le luhs . put some icons jiu go los . byebye . will update more.

IMISSEUU~

2007-08-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

errgh , so sians sia .bored man . hmms. nth nth much tuh do ehhs . wahahas . hmms . dden lemme post pics. wahahas. last sunday go with ah yi tuh suntec nd'd gais gais . hees . dden we eat , eat le jiu eat ice creammm.

dden monday huiting siao 1 luhs do so many silly thingys . some cannot be seen cos i cover it up as it is privacy . xD .

1st is connie take derx, 2nd is huiting take de. lOls. ting ahh ting. shld write the other way round wat . =.O

其实你是个心狠又手辣的小偷

我的心我的呼吸和名字都偷走

你才是绑架我的凶手

机车後座的我吹着风逃离了平庸

这星球天天有五十亿人在错过

多幸运有你一起看星星在争宠

这一刻不再问为什麽

不再去猜测人和人心和心有什麽不同

一二三牵着手四五六抬起头

七八九我们私奔到月球

让双脚去腾空让我们去感受

那无忧的真空那月色纯真的感动

当你说太聪明往往还是会寂寞

我笑着倾听孤单终结後的静寞

看月亮像夜空的瞳孔

静静凝视你我和我们闹嚷的星球

靠近你怎麽突然两个人都词穷

让心跳像是野火燎原般的汹涌

这一刻让命运也沉默

让脚尖划过天和天地和地缘分的宇宙

一二三牵着手四五六抬起头

七八九我们私奔到月球

让双脚去腾空让我们去感受

那无忧的真空那月色纯真的感动

一二三牵着手四五六抬起头

七八九我们私奔到月球

让双脚去腾空让我们去感受

那无忧的真空那月色纯真的感动

一二三牵着手四五六抬起头

七八九我们私奔到月球

让双脚去腾空让我们去感受

那无忧的真空那月色纯真的感动

2007-08-06T16:46:00.000+08:00

haiis . so sianx. dunno wat tuh do lehs . errrrr . stewpidd norhs . HP cannot use . cannot sms him so odd derx . gonna complaint tuh my mummy luhs .x( . LOLS .
hmms . today in klass oso quite doing nth . doing work . take foto with frwen all dat nias . ahhhas . yeahh . thursday can go out los . finally dhe day has come. wait till so long lyk siao luhs . watch movie * BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI* [SECRET] hehs . dden nite go see firework . romantic sehs xD
dunno wat tuh sae liao lehs . think post some foto nd'd let the picx do the talk luhs .

THIS IS WAT I BOUGHT . MY PIMPLE GEL ND'D MY NEW WATCH ND'D STRAP . MWARHS

I MISS EUU SO MUCHH .. ahhhhhhhs .

2007-08-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

haiis . so many thingys happen nd'd i dun wanna sae out .tireddd ler luhs . hmms . ytd me and family went for wedding dinner at HYATT HOTEL for my fav. korx/uncle marriage . =) so sweeeeett norhs . finally saw my fav. korx/uncle lerx. ie miss him nd my LITING AH YI sia . he ish the onwho is getting married . it been many year since i saw him , luckily i reminded him . =) then the introductor is a celeb. cos my ah yi is sort of a celeb luhs . she *pao ge tai * der . i miss their family very much lor . very easy tuh rmb de luhs . 1 of them look like nicholas tse [xie ting feng ], my ah yi look like fann wong , style luhs . lastly , my fav. kor look like arron kwok [guo fu cheng ] , so i name them the celeb. families . [ming xing jia zu] ("v")

hahas. so bloat when after i eaten up the shark fins . dden so bored. dden ie msg him* , ie keep on saying msg bombing liao . but not xi guan luhs w/o msg him xD , muahahahs .

then today lehs , stewpid thingys happen , i cried , bcus of them , i am really very *luan* uhs . some sae accept him , some sae another . but honestly , mye heart is with him* =.O
is just dat i dunwanna let him sad , he lyk me for 3 yrs nd'd yet i reject him again nd'd again . but actuually , i am really very BAO QIAN for doing this . i now really can prove * gan qing, shi bu neng mian qiang derx. i aredy tried my best tuh fall in luv with eu , since euu cant see wat am ie writing , since thingys had clearly shown in skl today before bell -ring . nd'd now ie let euu had the chance tuh dump me . so very cleary , EUU are the one who dump me , not i reject euu once
more.

euu may say bastard nd'd all dat . i have given euu a chance , nd'd then uu nv show me any improvement . i ask euu tuh change this attidude euu dunwanna .stiu gimme dat kinda of kuku attidude . euu dao di noe wat is my LIKES nd'd DISLIKES anot ?? wat i really wants . i aredy given euu hint , euu ask me i change heart ler uhs , i tiam tiam , cos i dunwanna tuh break yur heart. seriously , wo chong lai dou mei xi huan guo ni . good feeling got , touching got . but stiu , i nv felt dat i'm in love with euu . i accept euu is bcos yur faithfulness . . budden i realise dat after HE* enters my heart , i realises i cant lykdat . i think euu oso dunnwan a fake luv , only full of GAN JI de luv , euu wan mehs . dats why maybe my leave will let euu bcum better , i think , at least euu noe the truth nd'd nv in the dark . but, we stiu can be best friend again . i hope euu nv angry with me nd'd noe wat ish mei gan jue jiu shi mei gan jue . i just cant pei yang with euu . =x

LASTLY , i'm real bao qian . the one who i had feel is actually him =')

2007-07-27T16:03:00.000+08:00

well , nth tuh post , so as usual , upload some foto first . =)

hahas. taken by me in bus

whenever ie see outside i feel ..

me nd' connie darhling =) . the huiting luhs . wanna make face . so i shift los . then cut her face. hahas.

LALALAS!

edited by mmmye bbaby ting! xD [oOps ! cannot see the name uhs!]

..& dhe promises will happens on 091007..

2007-07-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

well well well , i'm here tuh post again budden nth tuh post so lemme upload some of the RACIAL HARMONY FOTO =)) nd' dat time me nd'd jia , tay go east coast derx. xD nd'd other many many foto =D

ME ND'D TAY DE SHOE PRINT. xD

ie love my frens xD . 4T1 rocks!

2007-07-17T17:03:00.000+08:00

errgh . i fell sick since monday . a hoarse sore throat nd' a running nose. x( . very uncomfortable . just taken my tempreture not long . it is 37.3 . siians. was thinking not tuh go skl budden tml got chinese oral so bobian lors . tahan tahan . maybe thurs nv go skl . today science lesson nd' MT lesson not in the mood tuh listen nor study was totally *mei li qi* . =/

i view my gan jie blog nd' ie saw many cute quizz . well . its quite fun actully.

Your Love Life is Like Pretty Woman

"I want the fairy tale"

You believe that love is truly blind, unpredictable, and surprising. Two very different people can easily find true love.
At least, that is how it will happen when you marry a gorgeous billionaire someday ;-)

Your love style: Sensual and flirty

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Surprisingly happy

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

Your true love will find you

When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there.
It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you.
The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone.
You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way.

Will Your True Love Find You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.
Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.
But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

Are You Happy Being Single?

You Are Destined to Be Thin

Even if you aren't thin right now, you have great habits that will ensure you're thin for most of your life.
You have a great relationship with food and eating. Don't change a thing.

Are You Destined To Be Overweight?

wow . hehs. ie was suprised when i saw this result . if i am destined to be thin , dat's great . LOLS. nd' mostly my quizz is abt love. yeahh.

alright , i gtg tuh rest as i'm having a headache now . errgh . will update more. :D

[ to test the quizz urself, simply ckick on the hyperlink ] =)

2007-07-12T16:43:00.000+08:00

blogging!! hahas . LOLS !! lemme post some fotos first =DD

FORMER* FOTO

FUNSHOT 1

FUNSHOT 2

MY OWN WRITING . =D
ai qing de yu yan =)

hmms. whye so many peeps frustrated abt love nehhs ? iszzit bcos yur soulmate doesn't cares abt euu or did yur soulmate do thingys behind yur back? maybe ie single for too long ie forget abt the feel ? maybe .. =.O

budden , everyone shld have the expectation of yur stead . some peeps may want looks , heart or even character . every one have diff. taste including me . hehs .

hmms . for so long nd's ie dint even noe wat i actually wants . hmms. lemme recalls nd's think .

Faithful
Taller than me
Abs ^^ [at least 4 cos got sense of security] ^^!
Dun behind my back do thingys
Cares for me, dotes on me , coax me .. x)
I dun really mind looks . average .
lastly , a TRUE love .

hmms. ie think dats all for first . hehs. actually must me lyk beng beng lykdat but ie think ie take out dat one lers cos ie dun really want so much high expectations as me myself not so gud , for wat so high expectation yeahhs?

ie noe everyone thinks if want take , take the best . me myself oso want muhs. but no one is perfect in this world .

if really yur true love come but it is not up tuhh yur expectations, how? euu stiu have tuh face the fact wat . thats wat ie think onli .

but ie stiu say dat old line . if onli TRUE LOVE come, my HEART then will start MOVING ON .

*GREETINGS*

-buaiis buaiis- =DD

2007-07-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

this is taken on june 28 . see how our klass slacks . hahas. nd' the boi boi is so cute =D. credits tuh jiajia . hehs .

so many days dint blog liao as ie dunno wat tuh blog . we aredy get our klass foto on monday ler . damn long lors. now dden take =.= . hehs .

hmms. last thurs finally start wrk liao . first day dunch have much customer . dats whye ie can get tuhh learn all those skills of waitress cos i had nv wrk a permenent job before xD . well i wrk 3 hrs nd' ie get 21$ on the day . i had a stomachache cos i eaten a medium cooked steak . i dunch dare tuh eat animore. x( .

hmms. prelim is coming soon . it is on 3 august nd' all e way tuh 24 august . wahlao fast siah. after dat . abt 1 more wk jiu N lvl liao . stress uhs !? =x

budden onli exam we dden go skl luhs . if no exam we stay at home. errgh . T.T . hehes . i thinks dats all i write ? i cant think wat tuh write animore. wahahas .

TVBEES!!

2007-07-02T10:01:00.000+08:00

woohoos. ytd went out with my ah yi they all to chinatown point .LOLS . we at there had many fun nd' we buy alot of thingys . she spent over 100$ for tibits , my cousinx pc game and my thingys . hehs .
nd' too , i brought the APPOLLO choco again . it was recommend by caspia . i lyk the * BELGIAN* seashells choco . its nice nd' another brand dunno is wat oso seashell and got hearts derx xD . my fren .hahas. nice lehs so ie buy 1 tube .. ahhas =DD

lastly , i damn addicted tuh the * MINUTE MAID* limeade drinks . damn niceee . =))

TAKKAIIRES!!

2007-06-26T17:39:00.000+08:00

ie'm watchiin `

QUEST FOR THE SUTRAAAA =)

SSHHHHHHH . . . .
COUNT DOWN 321

letus go lalalas`~ pinocchiio >.<*!

2007-06-22T11:01:00.000+08:00

hohos . the picture very keaiis nehhs. all taken by myself. LOLS . i nth tuhh do muhs . dden sudden got insipiration* muhs =DD .

ytd meet jia at NTUC there. she go buy boots then she pei me go buy sunspecs. the red screen i want dun have ler so ie take another one los .stiu not bad luhs =) then after dat go home wait for my marmie tuh come.

btw , i was damn happy . my marmie came muhs dden i accompany her go buy thingys , then she go buy powder , shampoo nd' many thingys jiu dui ler. dden we go guardian . she wanna buy the slimming detox *4,3,2,1* the new der muhs . but too exp . so the promoter came tuh us nd' ask us we nid help anot. then she intro my mum the green tea and slimming gel in shower derx. in the end she bought the slimming gel in shower derx. dden she ask ques. lyk hw tuh use lor. dden ie interrupt go ask other thingys abt slimming derx luhs. dden my marmie sae euu want buy huh ? see your face jiu noe you want buy ler. you want buy what tea , take luhs. then ie tio gia nd' arrm chio luhs. then i go tuh the xando there . but the promoter sae my this age better dun drink tea ders , not gud for our abdomen muhs . then the auntie sae intro me another slimming gel . my marmie is cold gel . the promoter ask her take chilli which ish LA JIAO JIAN FEI los . mine is ginger , smell nice . the colour is transparent der. cos many pple thot ginger hen er xin muhs .

wahlao . very hot sia. hot till i dunch wanna eat. cos she do testing for me . then the auntie very gud . gimme and my mum free shower slimming de xD . in the end she really buy for me . total over 70$ . mine is 30$- 40$ muhs 1 bottle. but my mother pay herself . mine is her bf pay derx. haas. fan zheng jiu shi happy luhs. =DD

SKL REOPENING SOON. CYA MY FRENS xD.

2007-06-18T11:20:00.000+08:00

phiiew ~ so many fotos tuh upload . finally finishh nd' my com can sae kinda okays is just that songs and picx need tuh dl-oaded again nias.. songs finally ok ler expt. picx haven luhs.

hmms.. dat time i sae will upload the haagens dazz and chalet picx yeahhs ? ie finally uploaded nd' it ish just on top nias xD. and OMG . it is damn nice . the choco is hot but delicious . it is my belated present . i yao qiu my ah yi der xDD . [ baby tingg . wanna eat muhs . ? dun jealous . xD. w8 i have money or i fa cai luhs . =x=x ] hehs. then so on nd' other picx lyk the esplanade picx los . all ok ler. hahas . sae the chalet living room my mei mei and didi jumping abt. dat one siao de luhs . but they enjoying themsleves lors =DD .

and so on of the meimei kinda ghostly los the face . hahas . but in chi. is GUI LIAN * muhs .ahahas .. keaiis norhs .

nd' then got time take with galgal picx picx . cos she is really kawaii .

2007.17.06/

HAPPY FATHER's DAY!

ytd was father day norhs . our whole family included my ah yi and my ah kim de meimei all of them go tuh tampines safra SAKURA international buffet nd' eat . wow . damn full lors. my stomach bloat up ehhs nd' my ah yi wanna vomit liiao . =x LOLS

actually we go safra first cos wanna play bowling but then !, who noes dat all lane full . but we go play arcades and play the bear bear machines los. i omost got it lehs. x( . then we go back tuh the bowling ders. stiu haven ok! but our appointment is 6 at the SAKURA there . errgh . then bobian los. but ah yi sae next time then play. errgh . sian ahhs!

btw, i' wrking soon , maybe . the uncle haven call me . cos he sae maybe sat call me in the end . nv but i asked my ah yi tuh call him he sae maybe will call me on sat cos he cant confirm monday which is today open the cafe anot . if he open wed then i wed then start wrk lor . fan zheng i wrking mon , wed nd' fri . i skl daes will be wrking too x) . haas. i 'll be wrking as a waitress . 1 hr 7$ . quite loads ler.

aiya . tired of typing next time free then update . buaiibuaiis .=)

TAKKAIIRES EVERYONE!